I miss you, can i meet you again?

              I miss you. 

                       yes, i miss you 

That was a sunny day; and I was at the land that I dream to be at. 

Kinda fed up when peers shouting of disappointed and blaming the burning weather; but I was satisfied by walking down the hot sun, with the self rolled ciggie. My mood was there; and yet part of it was gone. 

The scene came into my mind again and again. The famous places always appear in movies as if reminding me I've been there or urging me to go back for once? I swear, I'll be back. 

That was a wonderful experience. If i have only 3 months life left, good bye my friends, I will spend all my money to go back there. Not sentimental, but an unrealistic and not mundane choice of ending one's life. 

On the way back, i met her. 

this has been written down in entries last year. 

Was an old lady who can only speak Italian. 

"Ciao, bella~" 

 my last word to her. 

i remember her eyes were looking at me. 

She smile at me when I look into her eye. 

tiredness all gone. 

what a kind old lady. 

She started to ask me a lot of questions, but sadly I couldn't understand Italian.

Her face of frustration of couldn't make me understand her looked cute; and I was pointing here and there, trying to use body language to answer. 

within 10 minutes, we communicated a lot; but both of us couldn't catch a ball. 

the only thing I knew was, she was a piano teacher. When she showed her fingers, all bended and distorted.

I can understand how tough Makxim to be a great pianist now

before we get down from the bus, i took out my camera, ask for her permission to take a photo. 

She was willingly took with me; and happily squeezed on my face. 

My turn of getting distorted on part of my body. 

What a perfect match with cute *-----* finger and cute *-----* face. 

When we got down, she was waving her hands to us with a white handkerchief. How lovely this old lady is. 

Ohhh....

i miss you.

till then, I have a silly request. Can any one knew this old lady, leave me a clue where can I meet her again?
I'm Mia.

Our birthdays are feathers in the broad wing of time.

before this, take note at the title.
" Our birthday are feathers in the broad wing of time" (Richter, Jean, 1763-1825)
Bare with my little plagiarism , I could't find the exact bibliography of the quote above, but nevertheless it is a NICE quote.

ok, very soon, almost without realize, another birthday has came, I've spent 2hours and 28 minutes of my birthday. After all, you will realize birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Let's recall my last birthday at http://mia-patra.blogspot.com/2009/06/22-of-mine.html
that's was my birthday in UK. =)


This year, year 2010. One day before 17 June, I had my first section of small little talk for my company, previously was doing emcee job, finally today I took the first step to talk on CAREER. A plausible one=)

after that, I had my FIRST time driving in KL.
where my courage and guts come from? Didn't I worry and concern so much on "what if I crash?"
choyyyy! eliminate the negative thought! so I drove. Nothing happen, hey, worse come to worst, got sound one ma...if you could catch what I mean. haha

I know Yao was damn gan cheong sitting beside me. You try to let a driver with 6 years license but few months experiences drive your boss car, see how you feel? haha. by the way, his boss is my boss. So I'm glad I took the first step. 

Nothing beat a piece of cake with sincerity. A cake from a friend who takes a lot care on me. If you read this, I'd like to say thank you. 

Carrer, started with 4 bucket theory. What is your dream man? 

I was giving a little sharing on that. I know where my strength at, the only problem is I've been hiding it behind and pushing it to corner. It's time to dig it out.

Hey, others see the strengths in you! your kinder garden teacher until secondary school teacher saw your strength, how could you let it just fade away like that? 

It's been a very long time didn't take a photo. Recently look yong shui la. Dont know is it because work under pressure and heavy work load, I'm too tired and lazy to take care of myself. 

talk about my hair. It looks messy and curly! hey, I'm not type of rambut keriting one, just I tied my hair too much, and that is the knot left permanently on my hair. The only way to get rid of it is either to do rebonding or cut it away! I'm considering both. But I drop quite a number of hairs....Probably I'll go for second choice. 

boy cut dyed with COPPER RED color, or bob hair? 

But serious, I need to take a good care of myself. 

=) 

No one has more obligation to take care of your own self but you. 

ok, almost 3 in the mid night. Time to meet Mr Chow; South Africa and Uruguay is still in the match, South Africa already get a yellow card. All the best 

*whisper to myself* "happy birthday" 

simple thoughts.

just a photo, but it includes few thoughts. 

1- i did something silly, real silly. 

2- It tells the fact that i'm missing there. a place with white. 

3. I just want to be with my another half   like the couple sitting on the candy-bench when we are old. 

that's all, finish. 

Been There.

How are you? On and Off you appeared in my mind, although I'm moving on. 

"we are just two parallel lines, moving but never crossed" 

Just like the cameras, you have wide screen function when taking pictures, I have my 8GB memory card to store pictures, no matter how dark the sky is, the picture is captured, the memory is left. 

I've to tell myself, look back means stay, stay means no progress. No progress isn't what you want. So, i moved. Moving forward. Human, is a tiredness enabled creature, when I'm tired, when I'm in the mood, I'll stop by, to look back. This moment, I see clearer what is in front of me; I see where am I.

Don't know if you are awared, TIME is the greatest thief. Last summer I was there, and now another summer is coming. You are ready to shout "fucking asian",year by year, every year the same kind of yellow piece of monkeys are jumping in the streets; you shout to the same species, one of the species is missing you so much. I think, I'm not missing you that much, I just miss the time I spent there.

If I could give up everything here, I will move into your armpit..yes, you kertiak. =D

So I salute to myself

you know why, just like a kid push her head towards her dad's chest, then her dad hold her tight with his kertiak. 

or like me, lie on your chest, and you hold me with your arm, and buried my head under your kertiak.

I know, kertiak there, is forever cleaner than what I have now. 

If you, Jumbo could with me, buried head under the kertiak....

=p

FAINT.

To Be Cont.....

One Night Stand

Shock and excited to read when see the title? I have a habit, a real weird habit of using what ever thing I glimpsed at to be title. i'm listening to a song- Daniel Powter- Free loop, the title is mentioned in the lyric, so.....

Ok,please proceed to reading. 

Life won't change until you've made a move, same to fat. 

I'm thinking to use 'same old same age' as title, but it is not a truth, i'm making changes, at least, i'm take initiative to change.  

Sometimes i'm really angry with myself of being careless. you know how it feels? 

You already remind yourself in the heart, already checked the things that you gonna to do, already.....You thought you've done it. You thought things are settled. In the end, you realized, you were told...things are not going this way.  o.0

We should have own secret,don't we? 

So that's all for this. next I'm gonna show how life is going.

With my colleague. Don't you feel the chicken and charsiew look familiar? They just appeared in my post few days ago.  

That is a song with lyrics "what hurt the most was being so close", by Rascal Flats- what hurt the most. Absolutely correct. The guy closest with you hurt you the most. 

how does it relate to this photo? Do you think you use a gadget with care, then the technological product won't spoil? I spent thousand over to buy a phone 18 months ago, after 2 or 3 months, it had problem, until last month, the phone protested its determination of wanted to be kept in drawer with idiotic action, it doesn't functions well as a basic phone, I can't even make a call - ERROR CONNECTION every time when i attempt to call people. I don't make call for fun okay? i can't find any reason to keep it. 

There were a lot stories after this which I feel lazy to describe, the end result was i bought a new phone. 

I was telling my friend :I dont feel any excitement of owning a new phone. which is true. I don't feel any, until now. I hope this could accompany me for a long time.

Lastly, I'm listening to music, music that accompanied me the most in another side of the globe. i thought i got back to the place with big wind and cold weather.

I realize i can't use word to describe the place anymore, perhaps at this moment only. Hopefully it isn't because of feel faded away. I'm moving on, but wishing to bring the memories with me. 

It is always in the top of the list, in my notes of happiness.

再不堪回首的，曾经也是快乐和值得珍惜的回忆。

H.I.M

Yesterday was LJMU summer program convocation, this has successfully awaken people like me, always think back Liverpool. Anyway, this post is not going to talk about the convo...

This is him. No doubt, and I can never deny, he is brilliant and is a fast thinker. So here he goes for the award of "Best Overall Improvement"

Congratulation.

The smartest goaty guy ever.

JJ: Don't try to be smart with me; and now you trying to be a smart *mute*.

p/s: find out more at http://mia-patra.blogspot.com/2010/01/gotcha.html

Lovely Dinner.

If you are my regular reader (ishhh....like this is attractive> <), you should have noticed that recent posts are all in Eng, how about this entry make it in Chinese? or make a dual-language? not much bloggers wiling to do such doubled-work. Apparently, I have ample of time to be wasted in doing thi..s...

My daily routine is: wake up, online, read others blogs.

就说嘛，闷neh...每天睡醒就是上网，阅读别人网誌咯！ 通常都会看一些英文版的啦，improve 一下嘛 （看！连improve都不会了！够力liao! )

As mentioned, read others blog what, then read Miss Lim's blog, her name is Szeteng. Sorry, i forgot, because we used to call her Ms Lim, look damn alike lo. Her blog posted alot entries of UK's life, great to have so much memories over there. There is one about Graduation Dinner at 1st Sept, alot photos. I don't post much photos of that particular memorable event, since then, i shall post one too.  =p 38 lo...

话说，阅读他人网誌嘛~ 就看到了‘密斯林’的，她叫斯婷吧？哟。。。忘了，因为我们都叫她miss lim 嘛；她有很多在英国的回忆咧！是厉害的咯！然后看到了一堆晚宴的照片，有样学样埋是这种咯！我又跟着post一篇英国晚宴篇！哈哈。。。 is the sampat lo!

Pride of PR. hey, self praise is no praise,  I don't mean to be one, but since everyone said so, and there are evidences, so..*ehem*

呐，不要说我臭美，人人都说ＰＲ出名美女，我是不好意思承认啦，不过有照片为证咯＝ｐ

Posed like beauty pageant's candicates, didn't we look like one?

就像选美佳丽咯，　也是pun 呵？

看多几张啦！

以下这条水，Ｊａｓｏｎ。不用我多说，相信你的intuition，第一感觉不骗人的。

The guy- Jason. What is your first impression on him through this picture? Trust your feel, it never lies...

以下５位都是居住单位７９的，妞。都是同一课程的，女。

well....floormates, coursemates.

左边两位介绍过喇，右边两位是来自印尼之花。

Beauties on right, they are from Indonesia.

终于，有一张全家福了。黑衣者叫做：淑庄。Ｊａｓｏｎ口很臭，他说淑庄不化妆。

淑庄＝素妆；不像我们，素妆＝见鬼。＊鸡蛋＊

6 of us in same unit. The girl in black, is from others course. Jason made a bad comment on her name, damn u Jason.

左边那位，不懂姓甚名谁，美女一名咯！还要讲。。。

Another beauty in black. This pic she doesn't look as great as she used to be.

全场唯一男生，样子不错看一下啦，不过不再单身。中间黑衣的猪就是他女友咯！（我们都叫她babee ）

重提一下，以下都是PR course的

Jeff, the only guy at right, look nice right? too bad he is engaged, this is not too bad, worse is his gf is the one in black who sat beside him. Who dares to challenge her and him? XD

PR 严重缺乏男生，他们是广播系的。Broadcast =p

PR like a course for girls, we had badly shortage of guys.So, they were definitely not PR guys...Broadcast one!

就这样，我不敢妄称美女咯。。。＞＜
So...I better don't self praise. =p

她是芳静，广播系的咯～
Fangjing, from broadcast too. anything la, like a family, weren't we?

她叫葡萄干－－weisin aka Raisin. 也是广播系的。

Raisin was broadcast student too.

这跟人如其名的－－ＧＵＧＵ, media studies 的，不过参我们之后就把他当作PR gang咯！

His name tells what creature he is. HAHA!

也是广播系的，Fongway! Hey, 高才生咧！

薇薇你好。

Fongway, she was broadcast student too, hey! first cass student le!

讲到高才生不得不提他啦。。。

厉害不只是课业上；最厉害是把妞。

还整天挂在嘴边：从liverpool追到 Europe，到 Manchester，再回到 Malaysia 的Ipoh

我是整天顶他的咯！后悔就不要啦！追到还吵！

然后是一个典型扑克牌脸给他死。

朋友都说：不到８０岁不要给他饱饭吃

我什么都好，就是衰在疼男朋友咯。。。那里舍得？

车( ceh）。。。。

okok....he will never absent from "first class topic", first class in academic, first class in debating, first class in getting..a girl.

he said: my effort started since we were in Liverpool, from there to Europe countries, Manchester, and took flight to Malaysia, and went Ipoh as weel...

cool~ fine... keep complaining! chase another easier one lo!

Friends said: never fed your bf a full meal untill they are 80. I'm really can't do this, cant help from loving a bf.

fine if i don't feed him, how if he doesn't want to feed me? >.<

他叫得力！敝姓颜，胡美颜的颜。

Derique Gan, Gan, not Ngan.

此才子为东方记者，我较喜欢读他的影评部落。

忘了介绍：家腾ａｋａ　ＪＴ

JT, i thought is Justim Timberlake. another talented one, I like to read his critiques of movies. XD

我的印度王子，走路有风的叻！小翔子现在跟他一起工作。

怎样？你现在吃醋我叫他印度王子吗？

卖酱啦。。。你也不是有个“子”咩？

oh dear...Prince from India... he got BOOMZ lo! (haha, Ms Sg said)

Xiang is now working with him.

Another talented one, like xiangxiang. *vomitting*

整天讲他们，看我facebook 啦。。。

they always appear in my facebook, facebook them la.

阿伦老师，深得大家欢迎。

右边的，拉车边罢了。。。

Alan, he is a nice and great lecturer; the one next to him? erm.....

萨拉小姐，Sarah.

media stidues

认识一段时间了，没机会深交。

we knew each other quite some time, too bad not really develop a friendship. Different course ma...

爱音－Aiyin

拍照技术不错哦！

广播系的

AiYin, she takes nice photos weiiiiiiiii

from broadcast, PR dont really take nice photos, all damn vain one, i'm different la, both neither.

沛华吧？大家都叫她Pye Wah. 广播的，也是认识一段日子了，没机会深交。

same with Sarah, knew Pye Wah quite sometime, since Orientation Odyssey night, too bad we didn't go further on our friendship.

Szewei，广播的，同家乡。怡保出名美女呵？

左边那条水，搏傻！

SzeWei, from Ipoh too. Don't you agree the fact of Ipoh famous with Pretty?

hrm, the one at left, trust your intuition again. XD

有时候跟美女拍照会发现：何必上酱多粉在脸上？人家还不是美美？

有够大打击叻！

Tell you what, sometime I'm asking myself, wat for put a heavy make up on face? when one is pretty, she always looks pretty, see SzeWei!

这是猪，来自怡保的猪。

If you don't against with my statement of Ipoh famous with pretty, hopefully this picture could have convinced you. Oh yea, she is babi, babi from Ipoh.

sharon咯！华印混血儿。胡美颜，还不靠边站？哈哈！

A Chindian, Sharon. B.

Mia, stand aside, please. =p

她叫Jessica，是有分量的咯！

我其实很想告诉她，我也叫Jessieca..在Friendster

Jessica. I always think she could have another name, with BOOMZ (Ms Sg again) XD

Yea, I wanted to tell since the first day, I'm Jessieca too, my name in Friendster.

密斯林！哈哈！看了你的部落啦，还特地选回这张一样的～嘻嘻

（读你的部落时还暗爽了两下）哈哈

Hi Miss Lim! Read your blog which inspired me to have this entry.

Same photo as yours .=p

Josephine,认识我的都懂我一两位女生为榜样，真Miss Lim 和Josephine

People knew me will know, I always take Josephine and Miss Lim as female figure that I should learn from.

This "Miss Lim" is not referring to "Miss Lim" above, Miss Lim is my lecturer.

他叫Jason Lim,　有崇拜过他几天，当我刚刚进学院时。。。　

Jason Lim. Admired him few days, when I first entered college.

这是我的旧housemate--Bopet

Wonder why was I so closed with him? He was my housemate, in KL. Bopet! hi!

这个有钱有样貌的，叫做Yuanchin.曾经暗恋过他的胸毛。哈哈！我们排戏嘛，他裸上半身我埋赚到咯！

I was attracted by his chest hair few years ago. =p

I was his production's talent, there was one scene he naked top. haha! Earned!

够力！又是他。。。懒惰介绍了

Dude, he is very popular in my blogs la...

Nana，甚少联络，不过彼此都懂得对方的那则故事。

Nana, we were different class; but we have same stories on a particular thing.

小白，白雪王子！人人心中的最佳男朋友，样貌不错，才气有，又照顾人。不过他竟然单身。

He was vote as best bf. talented, good looking, caring, courteous. But why he is still single?

Wayne--Vain. 超爱自拍咯！身材也不错咯。。。

He has the best looks (face and figure) in PR course, but very vain, always take photo with camera from top. Wayne, here you go!

Janette 在此。

Janette, knew her quite some time. We share the same characteristics(up to certain extend)

假如大家要用“上天是公平的”，这张会是不错的例子　

This is a good example when you want to tell: God is fair.

我的小公主啊～～三三！

My princess~ San san !

合作过一阵子，想当年Orientation Odyssey night 的时候　

Sin Eu, knew him and were in the same department when we were organizing Orientation Odyssey night.

好了。。来玩自拍。　

Time to take some photos, this might be a nice one if it looks clearer.

槟岛来的－Stephy Foo, 同姓叻！

Stephy from Penang, hey, our ancestors from China might be same village~

晚宴后。。。大家好像都醉了。疯狂party，疯狂喝酒。再一次证明酒不醉人人自醉；我不喝都醉了！还哭到稀里哗啦。。。丢脸丢到家了，还丢到月球去。。。再多三天，就开始我们的欧洲之旅了，言之，回马来西亚的日子也更加靠近了。算，我也回到来好几个月了啦。。。
We all get drunk after the dinner, stupid party at home, drink like mad. And once again, the theory of alcohol only work on those who intend to get drunk had proven, because I was drunk although I didn't drink much. What worse was, crying like no body business. Kao...Ashame of it. After that, 3 days later, Europe trip had started; it implied the date of going back to Malaysia getting closer. Anyway, I'm back, It's been months. Aiks.