The First Impression

That is the first image u left for others. 

You can say nothing, you can do nothing, but it will still leave people an impression of the image you carry. 

24th. 

Through out those years, what image i left for others?

And what should I give others in the future. 

Rebel...I think most of the people in secondary school would agree

Act like a boy....definitely this is agreed by most of the people 

Big Sister... don't know is it because of my size in those days

Strong women.....Tough women....

This is a heavy word. A very heavy description, indeed, HEAVY.

What trained me to be one? Until these day I already feel numb to tell again. 

But if there is a choice, will I prefer to be one? 

Ya, definitely....but can I have a little privilege, a little rewards, a little request?

I would like to be a strong and tough female who can be pampered, can be taken care of. 

'You are very independent, you are very tough, you are very special, you are different, you are...'

it's been not less than 100 times I'm praised in this way. My pleasure =) 

But if given a choice, can I choose to be the one who can hide in side an even stronger arm?  

The biggest joke ever is: men thought a strong and tough one doesn't deserve protection. 

What is the point of being strong then? while I lose all the privileges that a girl deserves? 

Biasa dah, tapi biasa pun mimpi nak dapat protection jugak. 

I'm just a species of chromosome X. 

By the way, 

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy 9th Chinese New Year.