What is Regret?

What chosen is chosen, what said is said. 

There must be sour, sweetness, bitterness and hotness; all I have prepared before make the choice. 

The moment I was looking for car is the moment I was planning for this, so there is impossible I'll give up. 

Only one reason to make me give up---- I'm not myself and I wanna let myself to be another useless hopeless creature.

The mind to be persistent is strong, however sometime somehow there will be swinging....

"Why not I go for this and part time do this?"

"hey, fuck u la....what you want to be?"

then, then mind will wake up again. 

Nevertheless, result speak everything. 

I though that is easy, but it is not as easy. 

In fact. it is as easy as it is difficult. 

Yo...you know you must. 

No matter what. 

You know where is the problem, if you dare not to say, I'll confess on behalf. 

- Afraid. You worried. and fuck u again, what the hell are you worrying? the words they talk about you? come on, you better worry the moment when everyone having good life while you are still driving the SAGA! and even pathetic, you gotta see people's face when you are down in a bad condition. 

- Not enough activity. hey, what most frequent happen on you is kena FFK. then you know the problem, so you gotta polish it. 

- Procrastinating. hopeless on this la weiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. For things to change, you must change yourself first, you have taken the first step, and the rest are what you GOTTA take. 

In your dictionary, there is none REGRET. 

there is only "YOU GOTTA BARE THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR EVERY DECISION YOU HAVE MADE"

Although there is one person, always doing some destructive things like harassing you through phone, demotivate you through words. 

Let say, if one disagree what another party is doing, most probably, in this modern, civilized and democratic society. the one might just advise you but truely the one should hope you can do well on your decision. 

This ridiculous particular one, is not only disagreeing and discouraging, this person not even want you to be successful in your decision. 

What a JOKE! 

Marry a rich nice man is a fairy tale. Come on! which business man doesn't want their wife to be mindful one, to be able to help him one? Idiot will thought the rich nice men nowadays are still like those old days men. If there is any, the wife must be like the old time wife. This is like the ecosystem. 

back to the reality, there is no regret! 

and I swear, I'm gonna take back all the pride that has taken by others.