新年不過兩三天

2 months before this Chinese festive, I got serious mental illness.
When it is approaching, I have no choice but to face it.
Seeing friends are doing very well, some of them change big car, some of them even planning to buy property.
I want to do all but yet to reach there.

Went back few days, only. Who doesnt want to accompany your precious family longer?
The longer I was with them, the more I felt sorry.
Sorry, because I have yet to deliver What I promise to myself.
Again and again, again and again, the choice has been justified.
我没有后悔,只有遗憾

One more thing, a friend of mine was doubting my purpose, a purpose which initially and in the end was just to meet.
可笑。
As if....to contribute millions to my company and the beneficiary is my name.
小錢看不開，自然大錢不會來。