Do you think to stop?

lighted on the harmful stick, stood at balcony, looking at the plants and 2 significant buildings from far, smooky weather doesnt make the buildings look as grand as described. Always, memory of past flashed through my mind when i see something. Feel now and months ago was really different, think depth, im still going no matter what, which means no matter how the ending is the same because i've done what i use to do, i swear no changing but 'the one', 'the one' decided and changed things.

May, the scene i saw was greenish plant and so called grand buildings from far; then i saw historical building in a different place with different mood and weather, what makes the difference, other than what i saw and also what i feel, here is a little bit hot, sticky and sweaty, air is alittle polluted, thats all. few months later what i will see most probably will be building everywhere. these are the stages of one must go through, who knows few years later the scene i see will be .....(whatever).

weixiang always said, move on. i know, life must goes on. (i dont mean to hint anything)
i realised one thing, no matter how much you dont want, time pass as it does, age increased as it used to, responsibility of one keep adding even you dont want. Our parents had this stages, aren't they? 20+++ years ago they were same like us, blur about direction to be step on, but years later they still did it but just the path might be different and destination is different, we're still given birth; i mean, no matter how much you dont want, how much you feel hard, things always routing universally, no one is excluded. years later our children will have the same thought as we do now.

for friends who are still bluring, scaring of facing the cruel world, move on. you know it must goes on but just you are not willing to face it yet. im ready to step on the path that my age should step on, months later i will be an executive of whatever, im going to make a bright future.

move on. and forget whatever blocking you from moving on.

we will meet at the grand destination. see you .