non-value conversation.

that is a pissing off story!!! below is the conversation btw an unknown f**ker n me, in msn!!!

lily says:
wan chat wit u ma
lily says:
can ar
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
can
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
can
lily says:
can
lily says:
can
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
can ar
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* lily is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
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* You have accepted the invitation to start viewing webcam.
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Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
wat u wanna show???
lily says:
my biig dick
lily says:
interested
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
show
lily says:
u r boy o gal
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* lily has stopped viewing webcam with you.
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Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
u scare>?????
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
ceh
lily says:
scare wat
lily says:
c u good gal
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
next time dun say u wana show if u scare
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
keep skin la
lily says:
thn dun wan show u
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
hew
lily says:
u r cute
lily says:
but b4 tat, u r very good gal
lily says:
y u nw like to c pple dick ar?
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
shut up n dunot disturb if u are nt dare to show, bastard
Miapatra--http://mia-patra.blogspot.com says:
wat for tell so much jesus?
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* lily is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
wei
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* lily has canceled the invitation to start viewing webcam.
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lily says:
halo
lily says:
wher r u
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
wei
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
wei
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
wei
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily just sent you a nudge.
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lily says:
wei
lily says:
answer me pls
lily says:
answer me pls
lily says:
wan to c my dick
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* lily is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
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* lily has canceled the invitation to start viewing webcam.\

this LILY who named a galish name, actually is a guy, a very fastidium and tomfool guy. His value of existing in the world is doubted, if any, it is not contributing but wasting resource. A guy so desperate to show his dick thru internet--is a coward! becasue internet is not a real world but fictive world where one can does watever he wishes to do but it is forbited in the real world. as what he did in msn, wanna show his dick-obsecenity action which might disturb others is strictly not allowed by the law, and he just show his dick but not together with face--is an action of what a coward does! if dare, dun juz show dick, SHOW YO FACE! FUCKER!!!

this foolish guy is not first time msg me thru msn, i scold him everytime,but he is like a fly, annoying!
accidently he knows my blog, i think he viewed it!!!!
and the most terrible thing is ---he put my photo, as his displayed photo, n i guess he get my photo here.

hey, stupid, if u see this dun feel happy of what u did disturbed me!! i jzu wanna let more ppl know that ur existing which is NON VALUE one!

hometown trip

it has been 4 months im not goin bak hometown, i've ald predicted that the next sem will be another super tough and heavy sem, i'll not goin bak Ipoh -appreciate the merely 45 hours at Ipoh-

thx Hand fetched us bak!!
we went to eat 'tau fu fa', walaueh...as an Ipohian, i nvr tried the 'Tau fu fa', that was the first time i ate...
This is the apprerance of the stall, looked damn,huh? =p

deng deng deng deng!!!'taofufa'tell u, it reali taste good! u cannt find it elsewhere! can u see that, actually we ate it inside the car??


tat was Hand's treat again, he is always the boss~~~



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Lunar September, festival 'JiuHuangYe'-which wil be held for 9 days, although Ipoh's not as happening as KL does, but it is interesting, too!!
~~traditional China drama--which is the essence of China~~



Polo Ground aka ghost garden--is one of our famous spots--. it is called ghost garden becoz...beside it is a grave, opposite it has an abandoned villa, it has a lot of ghost story leh!!Polo Ground, it is just a park which equipped with swings, slide-board,the rest i've forgotten the name=p. Bak to the topic, we went there after the 'JiuHuangYe' activity and tauke-chicken supper~~
can u imagine, most of us play this--??


FIA--辉哥。传闻杀人于无影。


Hauhwa--nothing to tell..he is a freak!! haha

cheng--the hand-- cheng, nice 'zha'!!


laimen-苦练已久的'倒头中'。。。

YB Fia and his assistant Laimen were showing me that the dustbin need to be changed.=.=


one of my best fren--cheng--by the way, wat we look'ng,huh?


Hand-as mentioned b4, the one who fetch V n me bak...he is a very very nice guy! they were talking about the financial thingy~
'whats up, babe!' mia n cheng said.

Gals gang(L to R): Me,Yein,Ms Chang-jeeyein,teng, VV

Boys ganf(L to R): Kin,Fia,Laimen,Hauhua,Hand,Cheng

Group photo...辉哥,wat ya doin,huh?


It was a good memory with them...why am i so geist,huh? the first time i captured so much photos...by the way, i miss you guys...

half day trip

this shy fren suddenly proposed an idea of goin a scene to see the collapsed building, but too bad, the scene looks terrible, so i said don't wan go up. so...we went for yam cha, funny of my fren keep losing the way to reach the destination due to I talk too much, detract the attention of going to the right way, when we arrive SS2, it didnt open la...=.=
So we went to another place lo~ so, we went to my auntie's place which is a place that can see KL view, stay there a while, we departed to next place which is a spot to see night view too.
stay there quite a long time, oh...it's time to take breakfast. We went for dimsum as breakfast, after breakfast, go bak home, and sleep gaogao...
But, when i tried to open my room's door, its closed! my roommate closed the door liao....hrm...sitting at the living room is not an alternative way, so i called my fren again. then??we went TTwangsa for 'jogging'...actually not la, juz walk only. until 9 something only go bak.

so, i didnt sleep the whole night untill the next day 10am.
conclude the journey yesterday, it was= sg.wang-cheras-SS2-damansara-one U-Sunway-bukit saga-cheras-GK-ttwangsa.....
wat a long journey!!!
and my fren is not shy anymore!!!

HATE the life without "S-M-I-L-E"

since from secondary school i was always asked:'Do u feel unhappy?'
My mum's fren always said: ur daughther looked depress.
My best fren said:i dun like ur face when u r doin add math, looked so fierce!
my college fren-whom i us get close to her recently: i feel scare to u because u look strict.
another college fren said: i dun dare to talk to u...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~OMG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OK la...i claim that, my damn face reali look shit, when i dun smile

proven, i look fierce when i dun smile?


See...i can be sweet when i show small smile


i dun really look shit when i smile, rite? at least, not looked fierce


yesterday when yam cha with fren, actually was break time during work, i said: i look fierce when i dun smile, then i show a face without smile. Their responce? ya....u got it....
'wah, really lo, look fierce!'
' at first i tot u r that type of very serious type when u work.'
ok , well...im really take my every task seriously and i have my min requirement and target for everything ill do and have done.
AND...my voice a bit mature compare to same age girls...lecturer said: u have mature voice which make ppl feel reliable...but ur reaction just now show u r childish...=.= (it happened when my presentation, i said a wrong word, then? i show my tounge) sweat.....

so most of the people feel im like ice...
but ...to my old frens, who know me >5 years, they know im the freakest+FUNNIEST among them! i can tell jokes, act silly, act idiot...can u imagine that, but...that is onli show to my olf fren, who discovered alot -image on me, the rest, no way...i've to remain my +image, dun wanna let u see my silly face.

hrm.....SMILE is am important element in the world which make others perceived n judge on u.
So...WHY SO SERIOUS? PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!!!!

-smoke-ciggie-U want it?

the 3 'xiao zo po' squading, show their most ugly post---can u beleive that, im a smoker??

that is the thing i hate most--when come to smoking, the photos? are just for fun...

but ...i really do smoke.
gosh.....how if my parents knew about that??
i onli smoke when stress too much, not a regular smoker. so when others ask 'are u a smoker?' my answer is: social smoker....
and i found that, when u mingle around, ciggie and alcohol, is the tings that u couldnt run off.

ya...as i mentioned in the previuos blog...i sell ciggie.
at first im not really wanna do it, when i think of the $$$...hrmmm, work lo...
tats y i said, how important motivation is~ as there is external stimuli as incentive, the one sure strive for it, then, im the good example.

this week is the last week of doin this project, since started frm 23th july...i;ve been selling that for almost 3 months...hrm... as too many people sterotype on those gals who work as ciggie promoter, im the one.... to bad....i've gain another expereince yesterday-from 3 Taiwanese, and the table behind, few chinese gals, keep staring at us~ phew....

nvr... it is goin too end soon, if im selected by another brand, will continue this kinda stereotyped life, again...=p

that is too late....to thx u guys^^

Today is 30/9/2008 while my birthday was actualy at 17/6, whcih means, my birthday has pass long time d!~ due to the very pack schedule, and skill of editing, appreciation blog+ picture, now only--gaodim.

thx for Ian bb help me to organize the party, and thx to everyone who attend my birthday party, and sorry that the pictures that captured that day are not given to u guys, although it had passed a damn long period.

erm...not goin to describe too much by words, instead, by illustration--my birthday present...

I like the cake very much




From below u can see that how happy am i...








我就是这样--爱搞怪。。。








it is not a normal smile that u can normally see from my normal photo~~




perfume form janette


thx adel,xiang and lim


erm...abit too busy la, forgotten who give them to me....=p










txh ya,Yong!!! my intern colleague and his gf-Maggie






presents from my best peers!!!





Frm Rui, im using it!!!





Thx Shinshin n Jason--used it twice, i love it!!!





thx VV...i know that is a big effort!muacks~~





a present that i never expect will get form them--YY n MicheliNNic =p




the singing flower, it is abit too noisy, by JC said it suit me wo....then....m i too busy? haha




i think...i was the thirs time i get soft toy in my life
------the first time when i get 1st in exam
------the second time when my ex give me a Patrick, a red dog
------the third time, when my birthday^^





i like the mask, thx winnie, Nana and khien~~~




Frm Piu, super touching when i saw him, he carried the big pillow frm Sunway leh!




the most surprise present from my intern colleague-Quin,Christ and Andrew---
guess wat..............S-T-I-M-U-L-A-T-O-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Chocolate from Hand and Joe--
hand likes to giv choco,and he is purposely travel frm Ipoh!! and Joe, thx coz i nvr expect u will giv a choco even u cannt turn up my party^^




my first time to held a big birthday party, 21st yrs old party, should make it memorable~~~btw, i've done.

If i swear...

If u cannt handle alcohol, donot drink or ur life wil be ruined......

ohh...it has been a long time not goin club. I was thinking goin club,having fun, drinking is an aliternative way to release; wrog thing started there, i should know earlier.

everything was just fine until the moment left the club, shit! it is not the first time i drunk at the last moment, and what the shame of the things have been done n said after drunk.

i kicked my fren
i vomit
i terlumpah drink
hmm
tats all, i think

but...what a shameful thing of drunk until vomit??
i think it was 2nd time, i've figured out the reason of vomit
it is not because of drink too much, but drink without taken any meal...

and hrm...i think im old enough because i dun feel the passion of clubbing anymore.

ineducated malay

everyday when i read newspaper there must be alot crimes case, do not prejudiced that there were conducted by certain race, anyway, what i want to write below is not related to this....

i am working at night as sale promoter, however there are certain people prejudiced on our job, whats the big deal. it is just a job. Do u think that money can just come when u show ur hand, noway, unless u r beggar!

'huiz...do u smoke?? if not how cum u sell this?"
uncle....selling ciggies doesn't require a smoker wad, IT IS JUST A JOB!

' ciggies? it is just new launched with shisha favour, would u like to buy one?''
'nah' at the same time, another one ask 'how much'
well, as usual, if someone show interested, do second approach.
'RM8.20' per pack(of cause that was the price before the price raised). i said
'oh...' but the bastard come to me very near, almost kiss my head.

short, face like kena short n uncountable holes left, oily face too, wear long sleeve but looked doest suit, it must be stolen from somewhere or baught from second hand market! oily hair, inappropraite walking stlye...how bad u can imagin, u say it.>

after the conversation, he showed a condom! WTF -.-!

what respond do u think is appropriate at this kinda situation.

there were onli 2 ways for me to choose,

either say: sorry, step behind, chao

or : accept it, n do watever ur id assigned

i choose the latter one, which accept it, he didnt loosen his hand when i take it, maybe he never though of i would accept it. I took it, n throw on him, and then step bak, show a very black face, walk away.

actually i felt scare, because they are not normal people, they are bad guy!

i dare not to turn bak my head.....

I deeply know that, it wasnt a appropriate action because im a gal, yet the street is not a normal street, gangster gathered there....

just feel sweating after tat...

-yes, im selling ciggies at nite, to earn my laptop. so wat, it is just a job!-

the brave heart

'the past is pain, it depends you wan to run from it or learn from it'

I've been watched the cartoon uncoutable times, since i was primary school. It is an imprssive one, the designation of the characters, the dialogue, the motion of each character, the meanign lie behind...

i feel like crying on these few times when i watch the cartoon. The main character strive for survive when the first time he met failure, and strive for successfulness when he knows hide doesn't work.

The cartoon encouraged me, although im not failing at this moment. I'll always strive for succes, not survive only. Survive can be so suffer, one meal per day, sleeping beside the street also kind of survive which I never prefer it, strive for succes means giving luxury yet satisfied life on both physically and mentally to my family and me. Im striving for it with the most initial plan.

The past i've gone through is pain, but not the most pain. the toughest always not yet come, be prepared.

ya....the cartoon is LION KING.. :p