finally i know what is the feeling of scare.

Before flying to UK, we are recommended to have a simple body check up, i did it before i fly to sg trip. @$&&)(& to say that, my body check up result was not as normal as what i expected.

i did x ray, blood test and urine test, who knows urine test got problem, it was urine infection, what i duno what is the cause and consequences of it. On the way to airport, question marks keep surrounding in and out of my head.
Honestly, my mood to sg was affected, not to say spoiled but affected....

what i worried were, how if i reli got duno what disease, or because of this i cannt fly uk? If now ask me to die, i would say i have alot of things have not achieve yet, i have alot of thing not yet done, i feel hard to leave him and her.

This morning, i did the urine check up again, well....thx god and thx BACTRIM. it is all right now. But through this,finally, i now what is the feel of scare, scare of death, scare of leaving.

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