L-U-C-K-Y

sometimes i'd rather alone, weird ppl i am. yea, i am.
but to be alone, you could find ur own space, within the small space u can think alot,watever shit u wan, u think.
So, sometimes i walk alone, shop alone.
today, i shop alone, again. Not typical shopping, but juz buying some stuffs, like food....grocery.
another reason makes me shop alone is, after dinner i feel very full, and yet dun wan to sit down, coz it contributs to tummy!

when i back from tesco, many tings flash through my mind, good and bad, happy and sad.
AT THIS MOMENT.....it started rainning....><
i was carrying 2 big bags, quite heavy...
and suddenly, wind blow from my back, with rains together, it is freezing at tat moment, but the wind blowing me from back........
suppose i should feel bad of raining when u r alone carrying tings going back, but i dont. I laugh.

Adult, need to responsible for what they have chosen and done-- just as i went shop alone, at nite, altough the sky is bright, i choose it, so when rainign, i cant blame, i know it might rain one...but i insist to go, so?

there is always a way out, as the wind blown me from back, eventually it was pushing me moving forward from my back^^ but soon, it is gone. i knwo when im in trouble there must be a way out, as i always tell my fren, everyting has a solution, but it is depends on how much u wan to pay for the solution. maybe someone pop put to help, as the wind blow me frm behind, but i cant depends on the HELP forever, if the wind doesnt dissapear, kip on blowing, it might cause problem for others; same ting, if i rely on the help, it might not a good thing for thigns around.

In the end, before i reach home, it was still raining, but, i saw a rainbow^^