Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Forced to...

yesterday, i was speechless
looked like nothing huh?
indeed, i don't know what i can do.

the baby...is a down syndrome baby
i saw many parents were carrying the baby, something wrong with the baby
like mine, down symdrome...i think nothing worse than a dwon syndrome baby
i was waiting the doctor from 12- 3, he cheched for my baby
said things like , you should take care of it, not onli feed it, you have to change its pampers too.
"you have to look at both side of the coin"

after the consultation, and before the consultation, i've to force myself accept the fact of this is your baby, no matter you want it or not, it is your baby.
i've seen the worse, the mum was suspect stolen the baby from someone, but the fact is, she is not. "when your effort is suspected, is denied, you fall to abyss; when your effort is a good one but yet you are being suspected of that is not your effort, you fall to bottomless abyss."

this is a reality, this is a community, this is the fact, this is the rules, this is the regulation which I've no way to make a change on it.
ACCEPT, is the only thing i can do
ACCOMODATE TO IT, is the recommended thing i should do after accepted
ADOPT, is the only way i've to do after accept and accomodated.

在这个时候,任何声音都变得刺耳
任何时候,我都不敢抬头
任何时候,我都不敢有主见
任何时候,我只能接受


1 comment:

Maryland Cookie said...

Everyone can lose their faith towards you, but never ever lose faith in yourself.

What you're able to achieve, what's you're capable of doing, is not measured by mere words alone. The human mind is more than just pieces of black and whites printed on products of nature.

=) Have faith. If you don't, I do in you.