Bella said

I know you might ask, who is this? Without looking to the lens makes me even more terrify. 

Fine! now I look into the lens, look into you eyes, so, how you feel it? I'm Bella-patra from Italy, Mia chosen and bought me among thousand stalls in Venice, she said I caught her eye. She said bought me more than 6 months, but never show me to others, that's why I'm here, also I'm assigned with an important task---update her blog. Maybe in the following days, I'll be doing updating on behalf of her. 

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Nothing much to say, I know she is tired, let her rest =) I'll do her part of blogging, to be more accurately, updating, update her life within this few days.  

Just attended a LOA class, Law of Attraction, pretty useful if you think logically; amazingly powerful if you believe it completely. LOA simply takes the principle of "LIKE ATTRACT LIKE", universal react to your unconsciously/ consciously wish by giving you more of the same, if you happy and wish for more happiness, the vibration you emit attract more of the same--which is happiness; if you are sorrow, keep mood down, JIALAT, the vibration emitted attract more of the same---which is more SORROWFULNESS. 

XD, if you wake up, look at the mirror and say: why do I looked so yong shui one? Congratz, you wish come true, you will looked as what u wish--YONG SHUI. 

Basically how it works, for Mia,  in short, is to be positively believe it will happen, of cause you have to put in effort. Think logically, sometimes the hope you wish might be a bit unrealistic, but believe it will happen, at least you do it completely with you heart, and be positive and optimistic to the outcome is forever better than think passively and be pessimistic. When one is optimistic and positive, the one is vibrant; vice versa, the one will be live dully.  This is think logically.

This is the photo of Mia's colleague, partners etc etc. They also attended the LOA class. 

Soon, was weekend. Mia treated her panda aka Doraemon aka Jumbo aka Feixiang aka Fei Zei...dim sum breakfast. This is the..within fingers of a palm of Mia treating him. Reason being: he promised won't let Mia take money from wallet what, better keep your promise! Else I stare at you when you are sleeping! Remember how I look like? Scroll up and see! Imagine if I'm right in front of you and staring at you in the midnight when you feel like waking up to answer the nature call. hee hee hee hee~~~

I don't understand why did he look so reluctant? Probably just finish work in the early morning? =/

These 2 creatures finished all....phew....=.= Now I understand why does Mia always want to have diet plan. 

 Soon......is Monday again.
Does it look familiar? SUBWAY. The bread that accompanied them for quite sometime. This is super cheap in UK, 99p only (untill 11.am). Mia's mates always eat it in between the slot of lecture and tutorial class, there is a SUBWAY located near by their Uni, after they had lecture class(finished about 10am), they will walk to another venue, on the way will pass by the SUBWAY. Every morning there are bunch of Asian students queuing to grab the cheap breakfast. Mia didn't consume always, for her, 99p is RM 6, still expensive. =p
Still,SUBWAY leave her a lot memories.
When she was queuing to buy the localized bread, she was actually flew back to the SUBWAY, which just mentioned.

Taste? Globalization standardize the taste, but she still like the UK's most.

Lastly for this entry, Mia likes to post foods' pictures. Good or bad.
This is from one of the stalls that she has tried and agree with its quality. Located at PJ 222 , don't ask her direction, she can't tell. Such a road idiot. 
Her boss tried this when he was having dinner+supper there. Guess what? Extra nutritious FLY! Her boss found it in the Hokkien Mee that they ordered. Aiks....
I think her boss,as a smart consumer, will fight for his right... 

Lucky Mia didn't consume. XD
She had tried once in Wangsa Maju, there is a stall near by the round about, called 'SaKorBua' (3.50), because most of the fried rice, mee,  special cook for the day were sold RM 3.50(story few years ago). She ordered Rice with egg gravy, the fourth or fifth bite, she found an 'object' which look like cockroach, then she raised her hand up and ask...who knows the fella took her plate of rice, straight walk to kitchen, few minutes later give her back the same plate of rice and said: just a prawn head. When she looked at the so called prawn head, has already out of shape, she can't recognize it , end up, leave without finish it, and yet paid for it. Sometimes she is just this stupid. =p

update complete. good night.

One Night Stand

Shock and excited to read when see the title? I have a habit, a real weird habit of using what ever thing I glimpsed at to be title. i'm listening to a song- Daniel Powter- Free loop, the title is mentioned in the lyric, so.....

Ok,please proceed to reading. 

Life won't change until you've made a move, same to fat. 

I'm thinking to use 'same old same age' as title, but it is not a truth, i'm making changes, at least, i'm take initiative to change.  

Sometimes i'm really angry with myself of being careless. you know how it feels? 

You already remind yourself in the heart, already checked the things that you gonna to do, already.....You thought you've done it. You thought things are settled. In the end, you realized, you were told...things are not going this way.  o.0

We should have own secret,don't we? 

So that's all for this. next I'm gonna show how life is going.

With my colleague. Don't you feel the chicken and charsiew look familiar? They just appeared in my post few days ago.  

That is a song with lyrics "what hurt the most was being so close", by Rascal Flats- what hurt the most. Absolutely correct. The guy closest with you hurt you the most. 

how does it relate to this photo? Do you think you use a gadget with care, then the technological product won't spoil? I spent thousand over to buy a phone 18 months ago, after 2 or 3 months, it had problem, until last month, the phone protested its determination of wanted to be kept in drawer with idiotic action, it doesn't functions well as a basic phone, I can't even make a call - ERROR CONNECTION every time when i attempt to call people. I don't make call for fun okay? i can't find any reason to keep it. 

There were a lot stories after this which I feel lazy to describe, the end result was i bought a new phone. 

I was telling my friend :I dont feel any excitement of owning a new phone. which is true. I don't feel any, until now. I hope this could accompany me for a long time.

Lastly, I'm listening to music, music that accompanied me the most in another side of the globe. i thought i got back to the place with big wind and cold weather.

I realize i can't use word to describe the place anymore, perhaps at this moment only. Hopefully it isn't because of feel faded away. I'm moving on, but wishing to bring the memories with me. 

It is always in the top of the list, in my notes of happiness.

再不堪回首的，曾经也是快乐和值得珍惜的回忆。

Life is like rowing upstream

Life is like rowing upstream; not to advance is to dropback.

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luck- seh....

by seeing the title LUCK-SEH...sounds like something good things happened on me, LUCK what...
If you know cantonese or chinese dialects, then you will know LUCK SEH means---did something embarrassing.

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see the picture, spot me? 

the one looking at the floor with purple dress, black legging. 

this was happened at my company's national annual dinner, i'm part of the committee, but not as devoted as the rest. When the emcee announced committees to go up on the stage, I was following the rest going up. When I was on the way to the stage, I saw people around were those top management in the team...swt...I was shouting in my heart: oh my god! you silly girl...

 but what to do, i was already on the way up, turn and go down the stage is another silly action! 

act like very proud, hit five with everyone on the stage, clapped hands, then go down the stage with an embarrassing face was what I did. 

Lucky was my bosses and seniors all said no problem, not an issue. but personally i was really.....luck-seh. 

The best CharSiew

When you type 'XXX' (whatever food you feel like eating) on browser, thousand of link appeared, out of the thousand, 90% is food blogger. I don't know blogging also become career =.=
Recognize the fact that I won't be competing with them, won't be stand out of the crowd pun, so I don't establish own food blog.

Come to this entry, I tried this last month, 25th March i think. Char Siew in Sea Park, named Ah Kai famous chicken rice. The owner called Stephen, didn't look like local, but speak very fluent Cantonese. He told me he is going to USA soon, white man like his CharSiew, and provide him modal to open business there.
The taste of the Char Siew stayed on tongue for whole day, I should have posted the food since then, but the phone I was using was sent to ICU---ops, is buried in graveyard... can't even retrieve the photos in that phone.
After 17 days, today I tried the food again.
One day before-yesterday lah... I googled the location of the shop, because I can't recognize the direction to be there, accidentally, I read a blog which introduce roast duck which is opposite to the shop, say very good wo...Since were there already, bought a set for two and tried out. Roasted duck picture, as below.

 

 Frankly say, I'm not into fuc...sorry sorry, I'm not into duck, so it didn't arouse excitement of my taste bud. One thing I like of the duck is, it doesn't taste too oily. Normally a delicious duck must pair with abundance of oil, this is different. Looked dry? because I didn't pour the gravy, I rather called it soup, because it doesn't taste thick. =)

 

This is the roasted chicken from Ah Kai(the owner- Stephen). As said, tasty food must be paired with oil, this is unwritten rule, so the chicken is quite...moisturize=D. I've no comment to chicken, all this while I like to eat chicken. As long as it doesn't taste really bad, I won't give negative comment.

Fair...but I'd like to give complement to its well roasted chicken skin, it tasted crunchy, and soft meat, which not every stall could make it. *thumb up*

This is the main character~~~ Deng x 4!!!

Remember the first time I ate this Char Siew, it was totally surprised me out! ok, seriously I'm not into CharSiew--not into pork, or meat. I thought the meat was just like what I tried before, so when i first put it into my mouth, I saw firework on my head. XD...can you tell how surprised I was and how delicious it is!

Caramelled Charsiew surface was burned to charred, and tender inside. The transparent fat split the tender meat and charred skin, guiltily high calories, high fat and high cholesterol, irresistible..Amen, Buddha mercy...  

Total we settled with roasted duck for 2 (RM11), damn tasty Charsiew and roasted chicken for 2(RM 13, teh ice and special teh C ice (RM1.50 and 2.5)

As for first time I went, was together with colleague. 4 of us settled with 2 big plates of Charsiew, roasted chicken sold out when we were there(1pm++), guys worried if merely eating Charsiew would not filled there stomach, then they ordered stir fired kangkong for 3, guess how much? RM20!!! And the boss whom also the boss of the kopitiam justified: this is pretty reasonable, they count per head one, you ordered fro 3 persons, supposedly should be 24, we charged 20, it is worthy. End up, they charged us 15, but still expensive what! fry kangkong only...If i buy RM15 kangkong to throw you, you can die la wei~~~As can foresee, after Stephen moved to USA, the restaurant can roll ald, menggulung tilam. XD

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Hey guys, teach you one word: F.tard.

F...ing retard. 

what is it? the picture shows....

Words from Mr Ong.

just like that

At this time, when the digital clock on my lappy's screen is showing 1253, I should have slept, should be meeting with Mr Chow, but the fact is I'm not. I'm blogging. Last post is a crap, isn't it? Someone told me something which I've recognized before it is pointed out, quite hurt of that few words. Who knows words with care would turned to harm? No one wants, but the Gemini is too sentimental sometime. "Nothing gonna defeat me?" sounds too naive and optimistic; I'm just always trying not to be defeated. 

Apples bought at last week, are still kept in fridge, it reminds me : Hey, busy huh? 

in fact, not that busy, just because of working, I canceled a beneficial class that I suppose to attend. 

Come to my job, frankly say, at least not dislike, but his job could turn me to another people, skill to survive. I give myself a period of time, keep my finger crossed, I can achieve what i want, if can, I would like to stay more than 5 years here, another 3% of the fund. haha... 

talk about my *eh hem*....this is quite sensitive topic, especially when you've worked long enough. I don't like to reveal the exact number, sometimes it is one of the few things could make me feel secured. It is unfair i know, but I really jealous people dont need to pay rental, dont need to bother about expenses on transport, dont need to think about food. If i could save all this, it gives me extra 800-900 per month... Seniors in life always say, "slow slow come" (means slowly you will have), slowly save you will have abundance of saving, slowly work you will be at high level(means promoted). The moment you're saving, the value of things around are inflating, quite sad but it is true. Dont want to face the reality,then turn you face aside; but the impact still hits on you. I back to be part time freelance girl, gotta appreciate this title, soon girl will turn to matured girl, please note that, MATURED. The pay is so less, lesser than last time, supposedly, theoretically pay should increase by year, but it declined! I was standing there and think: I'm selling my time...this is passive, go to maximum 30 working days per month, earn 4-5k, but whole day gone, work 12 hours perday,plus time travel  go and back. but do you think you still can earn this figure 5 years later? and 5years later, how much 5 k meant to you? 

A doctor, Chinese traditional doctor told me: you are weak...

o.0 

i doubt. all this while i'm doing fine. Until yesterday, I realized, I really turned weaker. Headache, dizziness all come to me recently. Especially yesterday, I feel like falling down at the mall, can't walk straight, and yet I run towards the entrance when it was 10pm. Supposedly i should take more care on myself, how about consume more food supplement? how about eat more nutritious food? you know what, you dont have a choice when you are working. Someone could do it, but the one must have sacrifice alot, like networking.

Jacky chong's song comes to my mind,　如果这就是爱～～～but i changed a little bit, 如果这就是life~~~~

also to mention: I have a fren, not so close always complaint this and that, complaint life no good, complaint job, want holiday... hey, you have a good life okay! at least you still carrying nice and branded bag, alot of clothes, got few cars to drive, family burden not falls on you. 

 如果这就是life~~~~

this is how different of human life.