Respect

今日我要讲既系: 尊敬-respect-menghormati- "junee-geng"(Cantonese) - "June-keen" (Hakka)

有好多理由令小妹尊敬你敬佩你； 但系只有一个理由令我不尊敬你，就是你吾将我放在眼内！我好声好气讲, 有礼貌甘问,皆因我知书识礼, 就吾似D 人, 揸住鸡毛当令箭.
well, i can't stand of using Chinese to type as it is real slow + inefficient; as like I can't stand and can't keep myself to tolerant on your behavior.

If you think that is a way of protecting yourself, what do you think I'll trap you by merely few words? Why can't you just response when people ask you earlier? why must you reply at the very last minute when people ask in a very formal way. ok, you can say you are very busy, but your phone still functional right? or you have blacklisted me from leaving a miss call on your phone? You can say you are sophisticated wolf, and i can say i'm a born jerk.If you say I didn't keep you in loop, my apology; but since centuries ago I made a change of keeping you in loop what, oh~ now is your turn to revenge? Your trick, I know it quite well and witnessed it quite sometime; i understand you don't need to apply the idiot and non-genuine trick on me, oh thanks ya! My sincere and deeply apology if I put an ass between u and me, but i can't help not to think you are that type of person. AND, u know how to cry, I know how to shed tears also.

In this society, not yet transformed to a capitalism society as America does, but the philosophies of a dog can only bark louder after they caught a thief is always exist. I mean, if you wanna be a barking dog, make sure you did something. What makes you yelling on me?
- Age? then you are a real fucker who abuse your years of experiences!
- your achievement? then you are a real failure because you didn't show you have any!
- Race.....? haha, then you are a real prisoner that should be jailed.
- or by the dirt on your teeth which proved you ate too much and smoked too much?
- ooooh, by the annual income that you have more than me....hey, who the hell are you on earth to judge I won't earn more then you in the future?

-You know how to spell RESPECT doesn't mean you do it well.
If you don't respect me at the first place, how do you expect me to respect you?-

 I always respect PEACE, if you wan to break the bone, reverse the PEACE, you deserve it. 

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NAH

 

Determination

Everyone said I gained weight when i back to Ipoh, this really stimuli my determination of DIET-ing. I never shame of revealing my weight, it is 57 now, there was one time went up to 59. This freaked me out, but since working in the office, the least weight i had was 56; 57 is the fattest moment i had at 4 years back, then I had my very intense diet program, in 2 weeks time, it dropped to 50. *clapssss* but side effect was i dreamt of various of food. 

how i had it was:

breakfast: cereal + milk. 

lunch     : nasi lemak (i didnt know it was diet killer, however i still lost weight) 

dinner    : oat ( must have it before 6pm) 

beside this, i had 2- 3 hours exercise everyday

since then i maintained my weight from 50-53, untill the day before I joined the current company. within 6 months, i gained about 5-6 kg, and the worse is they are planning to make me having 51%growth on my weight =.=ll 

Joke is joke, I wont compromise to such 'good faith' 

no matter how hard i tried, the least i had was 50, never drop lesser than 49 since 16 years old. 

I declared: the war of dieting start today onwards! 

-less sugar, i drank Milo and coffee too much in office, cut it down!

 

-less oil, although i never like this, but since start working till now, consuming oily food is much more frequent then total amount that i had consumed in the past one year. 

-less salt (eating with colleagues sometime put me in a dead end, this is peer pressure) 

-Have dinner before 6.30pm (which means strictly no supper!) 

-Exercise, this is somehow quite difficult, unless I leave office earlier. 

today is the first day of Dieting

erm, still consumed quite some amount of food, but they were braised meat and vege, few bites of ayam bakar and i consume a lot of fruit. 

Fruit is a must =) 

i cant diet without fruit =) 

to be cont

Unforgettable

I was thinking to write a abstract one, to describe my mood, actually nothing to tell, I mean don't feel like telling. So i surfed net, and found clips below.

You will never know how much I loved band, being in military band and orchestra. I was willing to argue with my mum because of it. In fact I shouldn't use past tense, i'm still loving them. It is clear in my mind I love to watch any performances when i was secondary student, and was given a palm-stamp by my mum.

arghhh....without bullshiting, just wanna share some clips with u..

USA nation theme song-STAR AND STRIPS FOREVER.

This is hard...

THE NEW COLONIAL MARCH. previous one is from USA; this is from UK.

I'm damn happy that i'm still able to play the fingering, 80% of it. Hello, i've been away from this more than 5 years okay? See, how much this is engraved in my memory.

ahhhhhh~~~~ this is it! Theme Song of Jurassic Park!

You'll never know how much I'm hooked to this song; behind has a beauty story.

Because of this, i hurt my knee...

I didn't have discman, neither have a CD of it, forget about downloading as that was about 9 years ago...

I took a recorder to record it, when the theme song was playing in the end of the movie, since then the tape accompanied me fro years, until I was form 5...

this is the exactly same version as I always listened to.

then, someone bought me a CD of it. hmm.....all memories.....

this will takes you about 20 minutes if you listen every clip. XD

enjoy~

Law of Nature

Law of Nature-- it is you will scream when you are frighten out. this is just a very simple example.
This law's content is set by nature and thus it is validity everywhere, according to Aristotle, this is the common law according to the nature. In shot, this is just a common sense or any behavior, response that is deemed as NATURE.

In Chinese proverb, there is a sentence said: one type rice cultivate hundred types of people. How true is it, you will know when you look around. I met somebody, very... petty, this doesn't mean she is stingy in spending, i think "small-town-manner" would be more suitable. She is just nice, but a very typical revenger; and will feel offended if her idea is not adopted or accepted. What i can say is she has very own style, doesn't like means doesn't like, maybe this is called spontaneous. But look from other perspective, she said she will not show good face to people who offend her, when the person is with her she talks nicely with people. Sometime I will think, am I one of the person in her list? Talking bad of me in front of others but talking nicely with me. She said she doesn't like to entertain people, very fake; sometimes I think, aren't you faking almost all the time? She said she hate the person who take care of own ass, I think aren't you doing the same? This made me very depress sometime. Doesn't mean you hate the person, then drag me into water. If you talk about the matter of fair, I think isn't it you should fair to me at the first place? One type rice cultivate one of those person, i'm glad I'm not in this category.
What does this to do with the title above?
according to Law of Nature, this is instinct of every human? but according to my adoption to Law of Nature, I think better keep myself away from telling her gossip (yes,sometimes we do talk about this), better just hear but not listen to what she said(when that is not advice), better get myself away from ANY conflict, better keep myself shut up. To alive this is the formula; to survive, I'm still looking for the formula.
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before end the story, let me show something.

 this is what I saw when I on my lappy and MSN.
isn't the 2 most visible picture showing the same pose? haha....

p/s: the eagle is missing the wind, so do the wind missing the eagle.

what for keeping it if dont want?

if don't want it, what for keeping it? 

I've been thinking to cut it short since....N months ago, ok. done now. 

look pretty much difference? 

i tell everyone, will grow back one. 

no worries.