horrowwood star--superstar

everybody talks about, hey yo~hey yo hey yo~................
.............................................................
.............but you must be some kinda of superstar..........

she was approaching, NO...she was jumping yet walking-which is her very exclusive style-towards my group!i was like stunt a while, within 0.0001 second, i looked at the screen, search............
fulamak!!!! same group!!!!!!!G-O-S-H----

"what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!", unconsciously, i burst out this phrase-sorry, i was always "polite" and know what should tell when should speak and how to talk, but at that moment, just cann't control the inner me to shout! after the phrase, some of the people down there looked up, but i didnt realize, because i've already hugging my nie-nie who is beside me...

she is kinda FAMOUS!!! superstar le, who dares to be together with her?especially when the one require efficiency, and effectively. you know how many times i prayed not to same group with her? then now you know, pray doesn't work, dun make prayer and yet superstitious when u're facing problem next time, doesn't help!!!

fine.........i wont be the leader at this round, at least less a problem form my side...

something wrong

>.<
dunno what's wrong with my brain, do those nerves stick together? why am i telling someone all those stuffs?
ok, make it clear, those stuffs=my love stories
although there were not many.

the problem is tat, why am i telling others about that?

Safari

wat will u do if u go Genting?

"gambling! for sure..."

i went Genting for club, last Saturday. It was shin's birthday...
S-A-F-A-R-I

i heard few times that the club is not funny, yeah babe~~u r right, it is not a good choice to club, but u got not much choices in Genting. I was not enjoying the music, too outdated! but i was enjoying the fun moment with shin shin n rui~ of course with Jason, YY, Nic, Lyn and Shin's frens...

Although we spent higher cost than clubbing in KL area, but still, had fun!Someting funny is , those uncles aunties who normatively perceived should staying at home, have fun with grandchildren were dancing in the dance floor with super shaking and striking skill that might kill us~~=.=! Ginger, the grown ginger, the spicier it is, to those old man and old woman: IM DEFEATED

because of the next day i gotta work, so...although the whiskey is paid, i cant drink also. now recall got a bit rugi la~~~(big joke), i juz drink one and half glass only leh! because of im not drunk, so i can see my fren drunk face...the first one to be introduced: JASON CHOR
See his face...>.< YY and Jason, but obviously Jason looked more blur~~

Lyn n Mia, we know each other when Jason n I went Sg at july

Pat n Mia..first time see her, but heard of her name long time ago. Shin's peer~~me n rui bully her when taking photo, haha!!


looked drunk...................................very ugly me...


Yo!!!! here we are!!! four of us gather again!! frenship last forever!!!


with the pretty birthday star...shin=star


im almost taller than him, thx to my heels!!!


Damn Like this photo...looked COOL huh? c2=cute+cool


Shin was being molested non-stop...long Q for my turn


Aiks! fishball again, weird but it is our trademark!!


woah!!! sometime we play les la...haha

Im not ready for photo yet la; Jason looked cute(winnie the pooh)



there is a legend of 3D....


yeah~~~4 of us again....


Before go Safari, in hotel.

3D, when is the next time?


i've taken a lot photo, in my memory...but the photos i get are not as much as i think....
why le...?hahaha

gosh......

today ChinaPress,A12. Muslim Females are restricted to be masculine.

I've nothing to say when i read this news. The news said that females dressed like a guy, or talk like a guy. So, the association encourage females to remind themselves that they are female , pls be behaved.

Knowledge is the thing that i lack of, in my whole life time. At this moment, i blame myself why dun equipped myself with more knowledge and sense, because i cannt make a sense of:WhyFEMALES' ATTIREs AND BEHAVIORs are being survaillance, and restrited?

everytime when i express my disatisfaction on this kinda matter, bb Ian Lim first thing will do is eye provoking, followed by scolding, he said: "kiang tiow hor, mai keh kiang"(he means:dun talk like u know many things but actually u know nothing)...k, i just wanna express my feeling and question of being a female should have so much of restriction?

It is not the right time to critique Gov, perhaps, it is never a right time to blame and critique. They have back up, dun u scare u are arrested when u walk home without notification and reason? I scare...

Im lack of knowledge, becasue everytime i will put official religion and Gov together...perhaps, what the O.R suggsted is not related to Gov, but as Cognitive theory said: we've the mindset of who are them and what they will and ought to do;so, automatically they will be linked no matter whatever they did.

so much of bull-shiting, but the question still arousing me~~~

Finally

I was super du-lan of my old pc, because it was infected
so it is very lag, when i was msn
so it is very weak, i not even dare to install new program
so it is very bad, i dun even have microsoft office...i used open office
so...i plan to buy a lap top

i've been planning so long time d, in order to collect the amount, i work at night
Now...i deserved it~~~

finally, i bought it, HP pavillion DV 2. It is not latest model, but its speculation is not too bad..
as a normal user, who donot play game, actually i dun request a very good graphic card; at this stage, perhaps, blogging is quite important for me, listening to songs is a must, watching series drama is never absent in my life, so an entertainment laptop, is cup of my tea!

i've considered so much others brand, the first brand in my list was DELL, second is HP, following is Fujitsu and SONY. But the latter 2 are a bit too expensive which it might over mu budget, if i bought it, the follow months i might need to eat shit! Seriously....S-H-I-T!!!

I never considered Acer, BenQ and Compaq le...Asus?wat is that? is it a brand of laptop??haha! Apple and lenovo-IBM, former one is too expensive, latter one, design no good, and, it is designed for businessman, doesnt it?

---------------F-I-N-A-L-L-Y----------------------------------
Here is my babe~~

simple yet stylish surface, with a small logo, not hard sell-type =p

cool wallpaper, ideally match with a cool person--like me! =p


so after it delivered to me, my frens were thinking,my old pc were be fridge, come on...M i that kinda person who abandon old things when new things came?my dear pc, although u should retired, but u've accompanied me for a long long time, i wont adandon u!!!Dun worry~~

my old pc, with the cute baby~~i dun like kids, but if my kid is look like that, i dun mind to have one~~=p

sometime i m quite proud of myself, buying stuffs for myself, without rely too much on others, im not saying tat i dun rely on others, juz not that much. Actually daddy sponsored abit ~~


funny thins is: honeymilk, Net, Nie....they all keep promoting my laptop in front of a jerk~~the jerk is reli brand conscious and kinda unpredictable... UNPREDICTABLE is not because of the brain, but the attitude. The Jerk can hate someone or prejudiced someone with ridiculous reason...haiz..
o

kecewa la.....

In chinese we got a phrase to describe one when suddenly turn up to good luck: what a luck of dog-shit!
so....im goin to say, duno what luck of dog-shit i hav today, i've met 3 celebrities, when i was working.

first one: Daniel Lee--the malaysia idol, very cute but damn short one, singing skill 'ma-ma', but i like to listen his song:'you ji', gimme a feel of he is Eng-edu....
when i saw him, he was together with his frens, about 3-4 ppl. after i saw him, i told jason n janette, Lee Ji-Han oh.....but not so surprise, coz he is not a super star, juz a passenger if he doesnt participate in the malaysia idol. He doesnt know i sense his existance, but his fren saw my mouth saying his name...hmm, i think he've used to it~~

Second and third one, actually they are together...Yang Zhong-Xian and Fan-Bin, Yang is a singer-very not famous one,also spokesperson for 'gong-wo-tong'恭和堂' , the latte one is MyFm DJ. but im not sure whether he resigned, coz long time nvr heard his sound on air~~I met Daniel at Pavillion; but met Yang n Fan-Bin at KLCC, in front of G2000. i didnt know it was them until Net told me, then onli i look at them. Aiks.....Yang's look...totally got no linkage with leng zai, or put it in this way, no linkage with celebrity, in other word: look ugly(among celebrities), look O-R-D-I-N-A-R-Y.

Fan-Bin, i not reli look at him, coz when Net told me that time their back were facing us. it is too obvious and weird if i go to their front in the purpose of look at them. =p

Bad thing was: three of them same size la, SHORT!!!!!! im even taller than them=.=

last time i saw Nicholas Zhang at KLCC too, but...he knows im looking at him, u know wat i wanted to do at tt time? i wanted ti show him a 'ghost face', which means to show him my tounge~~haha
for that Yang, i wanted to go to him n ask: dun u Yang Zhong-Xian? then turn back to Jason n Net and said: so short.....甘矮架？？？haha

but i didnt do so~~~it is juz a funny imagination~

----------what a luck of dog-shit!------------

justice in sushi ---i give u a punishement on behalf of the moon!

Yo~!~! today is first day of SUSHI KING member privillge day, who ever hold a SUSHI KING member card is entitle to enjoy each plate sushi with onli 2 bucks!!! So we canceled the plan of having steamboat, instead we went for SUSHI!!!

shit, lot of ppl like us wanna enjoy RM2 sushi...it was a long Q... after a long discussion and it seems quote alot ppl get in, we decided to stay n wait for RM2 sushi.

finally, we deserve a table for 5, which is juz near the roll...yippy!!! i was sitting inside which nearest to the roll, so i was the one who take sushi for Jason, Janette, Serene and Winnie.

it was in the halg we eating... a guy who sit at behind, his seat couldnt get those most wanted sushi, so he came behind me, stanf there wait for sushies that usually sell at more than 2 bucks. opposite me, is a lady who played a role like me, to get sushies for her peer. story started here...

the unagis or prawns were served, couldnt rmb which la...the first plate was put on the roll n it was delivered toward the gal there, the gal and the guy take it at the same time, but the guy took it successfully, i saw the dissapointement on the gal's face, it is ok, 2nd plate was on the way. The guy again took the sushi, the gal again dissapointed, the 3rd plate happened under the same stuation which the guy not giving the gal to take the sushi. the 4th plate was served, the gal wanted to take it but she failed, the sushi was taken bu an auntie....until the 5th plate, the gal wanted to take it because she hasnt take even one plate, but the guy who doesnt know the meaning of lady first,or perhaps he is not a guy at that moment due to blinded by the sushies infront, this blody cursed fella wanted to take the sushi again! as a outsider who witness the whole process which started since the guy graped the 1st plate, 2nd plate, 3 plate; the gal failed to get 1st plate, 2nd plate, 3rd plate , 4th plate, and the 5th plate is like goin to be graped by the sushies greed-guy, justice from bottom og my heart grown up within a blink, before the guy's hand get the plate of sushi, my hand was faster than him, i pushed away his hand which almost get the plate, and i take the sushi...again, the girl showed dissapointment becoz she tot her sushi, gone again. Then, i give the sushi to the gal, and giv her a little smile~

" wah....Mia.....ur face were juz very justice......" Jason said.
sign...im kinda easily red-face one....i feel very hot, i think my face red liao...
and the guy whom block my me to get the 5th plate of sushi, he get the next plate od sushi, and take it to the gal who opposite me, but of coz he was rejected!

haha, this kinda guy...u deserved it la, if im the one who taken the first plate from another one, the next plate i will giv to the one; as a guy, shouldn't he let the lady first??? sign....

“我要代替月亮惩罚你！！！”

Business world is dirty

Just gotta know from Hand, he sent me an article from wall street--

It is a story, but it does hinting our current situation.

there is a business man goes to a village, he tells the residents in the village that he needs monkey, who catch him a monkey, he will buy from them at 10 bucks each. Then those villagers catch alot monkeys and sell to him. Then he announced again, he will offer 20 bucks for each, again, those villagers grap the chance to earn some more. After that, the man again annouced will offer 25 bucks for each monkey, since the monkeys are alot in the village , but this time no people sell him monkey-perhaps the increase rate is lesser then before?

Before the man goes to city for his business, he announced, this time will be 50 bucks for each monkey, after that, he leave the city. His assistant, bring those monkeys that he baught from villagers, tell those villagers with the absent of the business man: i sell each monkey for 35 bucks, when the business man back, u can sell back to him at 50 bucks.

Those villagers pay 35 bucks for each monkey, they thought they can earn.....
but, the business man and his assistant are never back to the village........


how u think about it? how u link it to our current financial situation?
sign...

on behalf of....

It was a tired day...
It is again a day that i nto sleeping over nite
it is again a day that i slept at morning, and wake up after few hours
i went Genting yesterday, it was a cold day, but i hate heat more than freeze, so im ok~~
we even sit outdoor, drink ice blended-Mildo dream??if not mistaken, it is mix ice blended of stawberry and banana.
erm, we played photo hunting, VV like it very much. everytime i go with Ipog fren, sure we play photo hunting one...
uncountable times we played it ytd, we played basketball, we shot allien, and i played racing lo~~~damn suck skill, if it is on the road.....my parents can claim my insurance liao.......LOL

DO I LOOK CHILDISH?????

i was rejected to enter casino when i was working in Genting few years back, what a du lan experience, if u rmb my blog in friendster, u will knoe, but it is deleted...
same la, when i enter they request me to show IC, but my fren was not ask for IC..it is ok, since im 21 yrs old.
when walk into the casino which i worked for before, the feel is different, i was not allowed to see people gambling, but ytd i was standing behind them, and asking my fren alot of questions, about gambling
one thing same with my fren, he hates gambling when seeing people put a large amount on table
it just gone or gained double once the card is revealed, it is kinda fast-just in a blink....
if the thousand ringgit is given to me, then i will not so headache of colecting money to fly over UK.
---------------> I hate gambling, so i m very bad in gambling<------------
Erm, i duno when is the next time we can meet up, since this is a heavy sem and is my last sem....but we dealed to have movie--High School Musical 3~~~and perhaps Jogoya, haha, if my fren gets a better result than expectation.
ops....result will be revealed next week...no eye see~~~

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and the nest day, which means today, i gotta go for an appointment- photo shooting session. Actually it is organized by Amway, who ever baught over Rm300 cosmetic or skin care product is eligible to redeem the photo shooting voucher with RM 30, you can get make up, hair do and merely a piece of photo that taken, n choosen.
Honestly, i know it is kinda commercial tactic, business is dirty.
when it was my turn to make up, the make up artist told me that（she told, not ask for my opinion) put an eye lash to make the effect more satisfying, then i wil be charged RM15. I said i got my own, she siad: oh, then i charge u Rm 10. GOSH!!! she put an eye lash for me charge me RM 10!!!!by using my fake eye lash....and she didnt make a double eye lid for me!!! i'll do it myself, if i knwo earlier, phew...

when i was waiting to take photo, i saw a girl was paying over RM100....i know it is another trap...
when my turn to take photo, i can fully undestand one when he has to teach everyone posing, it is kinda boring; and i hav my own style n options. So, before taking photo, i told the photographer what i want, i nid to use the photo as my profile to apply freelance event-girls-jobzzzzz. AND THEN....i posing my own...

See, i was negotiating with photographer and seeing the result.

erm....Sia taken my photo when i was in the process......

look ma-ma....

After photos taken, i was asked to select photo, phew.....another trap la, as i said. If we wan to the soft copy of photos taken, charge 80 bucks. They provide different packages too, but all expensive la, and i dun see any worthiness there.Doin business, somehow,tricks need to be used.

Slept too early and too little, my eye even smaller~~~DIAOZZZZ!~~

we were on the way back...Fanny is drinking V-soy,=p

and i???kissing the HAM-DAN "chew yan",pity him, haha!!!

after spending sometimes for so called-leisure.....time to back to academic thingie...jealous Dee goin for vacation le, i want too....>.<

Thesis, event and Chuan's killing subject, is waiting for me....

but i hope the one waiting for me is JT(Justin Timberlake) le. he will say: senorita, im waiting for u~~~<think too much>

T.T = Thosai Theory

' thoseh satu...tak, thoseh double teloh satu'
'thos....'

thoseh teloh, nak double teloh'

'thoseh, double~ terlor~?'

action: nog

im addicted to thosai, since........duno.
So i visit every mamak dong in my area, order thoseh double teloh, milo kosong panas/kurang ice, or limao ice kurang manis kurang ice (which=plain water with 2 half sized limao), everytime.

The side effect is: once wake up---ok, today lunch: thoseh double telur+ limao ice
at nite, when Ian Lim BB ask what to eat, thoseh is my answer.
n my answer get his 'peoh' (eye provoking)
i wonder those thoseh poisoned with 'once-taste-blindly-addicted'(own create term of kinda poison)
i wonder if the excrement taste like thoseh too...(disgusting...)
i wonder the mamak dong ppl feel pity to me, as evertime i eat alone, everytime order the same thing, everytime prepare the same amount for tt thoseh+limao ice/milo kosong panas

one time before i work, i ate alone in BRJ, order the same thing too

when break during work, my frens order thoseh pulak....

feel like to eat, but not eating at nite is my principle, so...thoseh, c u tmr---nah, eat u tmr...=p
among those thosehzzzz frm various mamak dong, 'kuah' yang ter-chun from SC lo, but its price ranked top.
there was one time i went there alone, s usual....ass-itchy lo, order "Thoseh Double teloh tambah pisang"
when the time pay onli get shock, including the limao ice, it cost RM6........
Not say that 6 buck for a lunch cost a lot, but 6 bucks for thoseh reli quite espensive, since then i dare not to order double and tambah in SC liao...

回到过去

想回到过去

试着抱你在怀里

羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想看你看的世界

想在你梦的画面

只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去

试着让故事继续

至少不再让你离我而去

分散时间的注意

这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

我就这样重复的哼着这旋律。其实心里还不是在想着回到过去？

那段感情我最笨。笨：不是因为受骗，笨：是因为放弃。

他是我第一位男朋友，我们的开始在2001年，7月， 几号我忘了， 总之是拜五。 那天我们有表演，我记得下个星期就是我们那时校长的退休日。不懂怎样，在食堂他握住了我的手，就这样开始了。。。

还隐约记得。他说： ‘我可以追你吗？’ 那时我的手已经被握住了。‘那我恭喜你。。。’我说。

那时我才14 岁，他才16 岁。

他还算是个才子， 而且也很多人喜欢他。

不过这段感情才维持了不过4 个月。

小孩子，毕竟都不够家人拼。 我妈，是那么的严。伤心的回忆也不要想那么多，反正我就是输了。

说分手的那天，他给我比中指，是我伤的他深吗？

心里还是喜欢他的，虽然口里说着轻松了。

到后来， 我15岁，中三，他中五了。任谁都看得出我们的暧昧，但是我们就是没开始。回到过去这首歌，就在那时发了，我就这样爱上这首歌。

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‘米其林’说他只会弹‘回到过去’，回忆就一下子全都溢出来了。。。

回到过去。。。

‘有人说：失去一个人的时候最难做到的就是忘记；谁知道忘记后比没有忘记是难受，原来忘记是暂时，回忆是永远的’

what a failure....

before the sem break i was so confident that i could do the first few chapters for the thesis, tmr is 6th of Oct d....I HAVE NOT DONE EVEN 1 CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've given myself too much excuse, and too much reason....

i said: i stay here to do thesis, but result??? i juz read thru few journals..

c, tuesday......Chuan sure tell us how scary of not started thesis last sem.....

mia~ mia~~ why dun hardworking abit.....

u r liek escaping onli......

c Monalisa.....when she is hiding she is not monalisa anymore, so do u, if u escaping, u r not tough at all!!!

justin timberlake teach me--to RELEASE

There must be something as the stimuli to exlicit the respond, at this moment, i cannt figure it out, corrected: im not sure so cannt figure it out.

i couldn't control my anger at times, although i tried.

Especially when someone yield at me.

So, when i talk softly to ya, actually im trying to calm down, because normally the way i talk is not like that, u better sense it.

after anger exploded, its time to revise, does it worth? NAH---definitely nope...

so, i transform to a knight, my princess will forgive me, after the blade put inside my breast.