Lucky aka Jessy

today, i wana tell a story of a gal whom i know her a very long time.

her name was...Lucky, coz she feel she is bad luck and everything she has is worse than others.
-she was chubby, no guy interested to her, and she looks tough and strong, but the fact is, she is not..so, she learn to be strong and tough, and thus she hate being CUTE, coz she couldn't afford to be CUTE.

-becoz of her so called toughness, she doesn't use to be taking care by others, even in front of a guy she admires, even she knows the guy likes soft gal, she cannt act soft too. She is tough becoz of the external environment

-she learn to be independent, becoz her parents were/are not beside her. Her dad, left to sg work, her mum goes work in the early morning, when she was 8 yrs old, everyone eating breakfast prepared by mum, she prepares breakfast for her brother, and wake her brother up, then go to school. sometime she could not rush to take breakfast, so she had stomach illness when she was 8. She needs someone to be relied too, but she nvr know a gal like her would has this privilege.

-actually she is self-contempt, she thinks she is worse than anyone around her, when she grows up, secondary school....she likes someone and being wooed, the one who named herself lucky---is the unlucky one, she is being cheated, since then she lose confident to L-O-V-E, and always scare guy cheated on her. i know untill now, she still scare, coz she always remind herself the painfulness of the LOVE brought to her.

-her relationship with family, not good... she was slap since a kid until a teen, she said: i dun hav self-esteem, each slap frm my mum taken away my self-esteem, little by little.her dad, left home spend time with frens outside, her mum had fun with fren and involved in what so called business, her brother was gangster, will only bring trouble to house, what left at home, is herself, alone. what so precious of a family? for her, home is just a house, a place to sleep, thats all... so she had a bad habit, wrap herself with blanket tightly...i saw, i know she lacks of self-security.

-when she saw her fren being wooed, she hopes she is one of them, but, she knows it is jus dreaming. she never know if someone wanted to woo her, coz she was self-abasing, she thinks she is not deserved to get that and yet she is non-value to attract others.

-well....finally, i see her transform from the Lucky to Jessy(her new name)...she changed alot, from appearance to inner...changed, one thing never change, is her toughness, she is forced to be tough, becoz her family situation still tht suck. she is same age with me, but she has o think and plan of her future, since she is 15/16 ys old. she doesnt mind other critique she is reality, she is money lover, becoz she knows no money, problems arrise........

-she always has a requirement for her wooers, which is to see their career and their capability, she is tired enuf to take care of ppl, she hopes someone would take care of her, coz,..she is rarely experience, the feel of being take care...

i know there are somebody woo-ing her, but she scare being hurt, coz she tried once..reli reli hurt, and she rarely get protection from others, she use to face the problem alone, so,..when her woo-er try to protect her, she feels warm, but yet she feel scare coz she nvr tried this before, and she scare if this is a trap? she reli doesnt wan to be hurt as the first time.

anyway, she has her own decision, which others cant intrude...let herself make her own decision.........

I hope o can reli be the one beside u, remind u, guide u, lead u to stand up and break all the barriers....................
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JOGOYA+over spend

JOGOYA

the previous time i consume JOGOYA was 2 years ago, when i was still curly hair and in Advanced diploma first year first sem, while Shin is still with us. At the folowing time after that, although our gang said wana bak again, but due to the busy scedule, we cannt make it.

2 years later, JOGOYA,im bak^^
the luxury lunch was spend with Nic, with the voucher given by Puileng, i feel more comfortable.

Lets go for the ...inside view??

the food displayng here, are for soup purpose, there are few stations served soup-this station is a self-service one. You put inside the staff u want and put into claypot, service staff will help u to on the bunsen on ur table and boil the soup^^











this is the bunsen that mentioned above, the notti ME put a coconut on it, wanted to drink coconut soup =p







I know it is kinda too fast to take dessert, yes...i took dessert in the first round, before that i think i nid to take some photos for bloggin purpose^^
(i seldom take photo for memory purpose, but for blogging purpose, yes, i do)















i took 2 mua-chi from the displaying cupboard.

• 2nd row Right 1-Black sesame mua-chi, which top with choco powder, with content of black sesame

• 3rd row Left 1- transparent sticky rice-made wrap with mango custard

But the one with mango custard not reli tasty. I tried Torayaki at 3rd round, but i din take pic of it. That one wil only serve after u ordered, by putting a clip provided on ur table to their bow in front of the displayed food.


last row, Left 1, is Tiraimisu. Top with Choco powder and followed by custard, bottom is kinda cake, i think. actually i expect to eat the real Tiramisu, which contains of finger biscuit, the story behind the Tiramisu is touching....
The one next to Tiramisu, in dark brown color, is brownies, highly recommended, it kidnapped my soul~






Well, after the dessert station, i went to Sashimi station, as told Tissue-babe, i'll mainly focus on sashimi and oyster, ngek ngek~

The salmons were delicious, fresh, yummy...ur tongue feel the full flavour of the salmn fat, diet program, put aside ba....

i only eaten 3 oyster..as told Tissue, i wanted to eat as much as i can--Oyster la.but first round went there, none left, second round, the staff was refiling, but i dun wan take too much, coz think of if i took all, how about the rest, so i wait a while let others take first, who knows, when i went bak.none left! this lesson teach me, put ur benefits then others first..




















hrm, just simply take 4 sushis, main reason was to eat the sashimi on top and try the fish roe^^ and the sweet bean curd. what's the name in Japanese huh? Unari??????

These are the onli fried things we eat lo. simple reason, i dun eat fried food, neither Nic.
but the fried yam taste good, it was not too sweet,just taste nice la^^

this is 3rd round ba... every round we take 4 plates to 5 plates food only, and portion not big,thats y we can last until 3rd round.haha
Sashimi never absent in every round, Unagi and the fried fungus need to be ordered one. I finish the Unagi by myself, without give him,haha! i just love Unagi~~maucks

















串燒....which i duno wat should it called in English
Left-Cheesy scallop, Middle-Mussel, Right-Fungus
I like all, not oily~^^ Mussel taste like chicken as the fresh...erm, try urself, it tasted good.Fungus is nice, freshness and the original taste of fungus--reli seductive....








oh...this is first round's food, everything i take little onli...it can be get frm the Sashimi station.I like the Tuna cube, but if u rei wanted go there to eat tasty n fresh one, dun take this. it takes out ur stomach space.











erm, this is the last round....desserts served!!!haha~~feel happy when i eat dessert, but gonan control myself~ hate my myself when turning fat--ops, gal's thought!see the right top there, Tiramisu left half...


























When i first heard Jogoya, was from him.‘哇！告訴你哦，椰子任你拿的咯！然后那人會幫你敲個洞，插支水草就可以喝了！我跟XX喝了。。。。。。。哈哈～’I hope u r always as cheerful as that although im not around....








it was replenishing....since im working under that freaking hot situation, i think more coconut could help to reduce inner-hotness~




























Last time when i came, they provide 3 brands of ice left~~we take little onli, to try which favour is better. Choco is the best!!!a bit bitter~woah!
last time i came, because of ice-cream, i've to sit n walk straight becoz full of ice-cream in the lsat round. Absorb the lesson, not goin to torture my stomach le.....heeehehee
















this is a brownies that i said! super duper captive my thought, my soul, my entire resist-ability















JOGOYA left me a tummy, i should give a back something too~ my teeth bite! hehe......see, thats y im thinking to do braces~ see the nanga!









i manage to drink 5! yeah, it is real!!! we reli drink quite alot! but i drank 4 onli....













Yo! wats up??
'yer, Mia very guai-lan one..! how cum i never know u r this kind of person..?aiks...'
the fella keep saying this...yea, i look not friendly and hard to be approached la...haha









after the lunch, i was super full~the initiative plan was to hav dinner, but i consider of the matter of " F-U-L-L-N-E-S-S", then onli i ask change the lunch to dinner, adn i can shopping after that, takle it as exercise! burn some calories^^

Actually i plan to buy something also, a good chance, i nid not to go KL area purposely~wanted to buy a bacpack, to put dear dear lappy and bring to work.....as i crowded in LRT everyday, bring a handbag is not a brilliant idea. Then nid to buy an earphone, my IPOD earphone spoiled d...haiz....angry someone doesnt take care of my thing, and wan me pay for it!!!

'wei'...........the silly gal was using lined-phone in the public place, wonder how does she connect the phone..ahha

this scene reminds me of the day before JOGOYA, when i bring that phone out also, yam cha wit others. when i called someone, CK suddenly laugh and said:
"MIA 帶telekom電話出街！！！！"
then whole table laugh loudly! Winnie tot i give her the phone, but she mistake a lighted-ciggie! haha




























'why does it so hard to be opened??? i was trng hard to open the box of the earphone..hehe the Left pic is my earphone....wah....wallet bleeding after that...




this is my bacpak from NIKE!!!nice? i like it....
before that i never notice this bag, i was making decision between another NIKE which with similar partition but totally different appearance and a red Reebok. Reebok is 110, another Nike is 150. At the moment i turn bak to take the Reebok, i saw this put at another opposite corner which need to cross few racks ....when somethign come into ur eye, u wont bother others factors...i truely undestand this~~~This is 160...













another necessity thing that i've bought. that one for lips, coz my lips super dry n crack ...look disgusting, nid some treatment for it, and the picky....duno why i buy la~~~





count how much i've spend????
Bag-160, Earphone-120, Picky-10, Lip palm-10
so..total spend 300 le!!!!
no wonder Tissue also ask me: HAN D SEI LA!!!!!

pity me...

Finally, i started work at 16th Feb, at Puchong Binary college,from 10am-5pm...
it should be an easy task, but we nid to keep demo phones everyday, bring it home and bring it back to working place...kinda dangerous...u know wat....i take public transport.
journey as below...

- take cab/bus from my living place to LRT station

- from the station to Bangsar

-working partner fetch me to Puchong

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- back from Puchong to LRT station

-LRT station to WM station

-take cab/ bus again

see! how far and tiring! it takes 2 hours travel to there, 1 half hour travel frm there...
transportation cost me RM 9-RM 15........WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but it doesn't matter, coz if not working, no income~~since working now..i think it worth it....at least earn my flight ticket to UK^^



well~~~talk about my working environment----

only 4 alphabets....

S-U-C-K

plus few more alphabets....

T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E
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see the booth!!!! see the sunlight!!!!!!
once i arrived, automatically sweating.....

See the SUNLIGHT!!!!!

SUNLIGHT AGAIN!!!!!

the worst thing is........a lots air-cons there!!!the box of air-con,can u imagine how hot is that!!!!

somemore my shirt is RED, the booth decoration is RED, my hair is RED......whole environment is like in MICROVEN ....................heating heating heating ah..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........!!!!!!!!!.......

i think later o sooner i will get sick becoz of workoing under this situation ...

錢難賺。。。


鬼叫你窮啊， 頂硬上啊。。。！

sg trip--summary---fun one

I’ve been suffered few days since that day I spoke to him, so I waited very long time to go sg for whatever purpose.

Friday, 6^th Feb 2009

Morning had a training at Maxis center, after gone through the training was ald 1++, then Jason and me rush to bus station bought 2 tickets, before v went bus station, we’re looking for money changer to change money, gosh----RM1000 get SGD 400 onli…T_T.

I was in the bus, but my heart was suffering for the one leaving in KL, and yet thinking for the trip in sg~ few important persons are there^^

We reached there about 9pm…

p/s: my telcom service was terminate a day before I went sg, cannt make call, cant even reply someone’s msg><

Saturday, 7^th Feb 2009

First day in sg---we went east course(is it the right name?) for roller blade, it is just like skating, but skating feel cold, roller blade feel hot and. I can feel my clumsy when roller-blading, when I saw others like flying, I learn them too, luckily not fell down. ha! But Jason fell, and trapped in between ants and plants….After that we had a drink at McD café….Alex is a notti big boy…keep shoot me with the Bee…and shout ‘Give me a Bee….’><

these are the photos that we took during roller blade^^

Yes!!! we are 4 rangers~~~

series of MIA act cute...kinda precious..haha

since GO MOBILE Ho1, im like always act cool, but actually im cool, dun i? (BLEK)

if u can...see it clearly...Jason's leg..cacat d...haha. actually we tried very hard to remain the pose.

We went Double O at night, hrm….is a normal one, but the music quite special, it was 80s music, like –‘Together’, ‘dancing queen’, ‘mamma mia’….hardly heard few modern song, made me feel high~~something special was, each song has its own hand sign^^ if regular clubbers will know the hand signs, but I was first time there…too bad, I cant follow them. Yeah! The liquor there damn cheap!

SO before club, sure we have to.....do a big business, i mean make up n dressing up!

Im acting pro- to help ying rui put eye liner...hope i did it well la~~

well, it is a crucial part of choosing match cloth and nice hair do...but i didnt make hairdo, too over le~~~see the clock , alomost ten le!

clubbers of the nite; spirits of the light~ front: Jason 2nd row, L-R: Sherine, Junn, Dewei, Alex, Rui, Shin, Me(Mia) 3rd row, L-R: Yexiang, Alvin

Re-union of 3D-Angels

Angels: Sexy Shin, Cool Mia, Elegant Rui

3D angels gathered. this name is given by Jason's sister aka 2nd brother.

never absent if clubbin---see my mounth: like sotong saja....Rui a Rui, i've taken ur name le..haha

Funniest scene in the club; Dewei demon ready to be taken by Cool Mia, but this doesn’t look cool on Mia…

we take turns to be each mum???so she is innocent mum, and im sly mum

3D angels gathered, name is given by Jason's sis aka 2nd bro.

Again, Rui and Me play les game….again…Alex told something funny, because we made a circle one of us danced inside the circle, we will pull someone in the circle inside. Those who duno we were 1 gang standing outside the circle, waiting us to pull them in…haha

Sunday, 8^th Feb 2009

Today is a boring one, at first we wana go Sentosa, but lazy to go leh,….so we went Orchard shopping le…suddenly I think of my auntie in Sg…after gave her a call, she ask me to her house. I ald long time din find her le..so I decided to visit her. I’ve no phone, but still insist to go.

That day was 15 of Chinese new year…after xian xiang’ only go bak, but it was ald 12++ le…Helen ah yi, I miss u.

Monday, 9^th Feb 2009

Rui and Shin had class at Monday until 5, I decided to find xiao qi, who’s been long working there….i nvr see her 2 years le…hrm..gain quite a lot weight huh~~~she treat me and Jason eat le….Jason…tsk tsk tsk..hope to see u soon, xiao qi.

After that? We went Bugis meet kaiji, Rui’s school is over there too…hrm…first time see him after that time clubbing lo^^ an excited one=p

At nite we went sing K le….we din talk much le~~both paiseh…haha!!! 30 SGD le….original plan was goin Safari one…never mind, the K was an enjoy one!!! We sing quite a lot of songs---Classic of the nite, as below…..

×愛無力-潘嘉麗

×失戀無罪-Allin

×我就是這樣-劉力揚

×傻瓜就是我-王雪娥

×天天夜夜-F.I.R

× 為你而活-神木與瞳

(天天夜夜+為你而活 Mia feat Kaiji)

Tuesday, 10^th Feb 2009

Tmr gonna bak Kl le, it makes me totally no mood….

We went sentosa, take quite a lot photos^^

so......let the photo speak ba......

actually im the one who ask Rui take this photo...erm, i think i was doin innocent expression..?Shin's laughing, wat a contrast...

do re mi..mi re do....i seldom take photo, but with them sure i will take alot photos..since they've been gone, my photo captured becum lesser n lesser...

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proven wat?? all like posers saja..

this reminds me some advertisement~~~

this is the funniest among all...look dramatic rite?

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all photos shown actually go tru lotta faillure...

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this is the evidence of we gamble in a public place....illegal, but we did that

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i was snapping picture of myself, but someone behind me and captured me...is it hinting in realisic we should always beware od around too????螳螂捕蟬，黃雀在后。。。

良辰美景。。。。哈哈

this is I-phone, not I-touch, ok?
it is a funny story, Shin was explaining with the silliness she did>

someone said this look like SM, some said i jump very high...actually his back was sweaty><

First meal of the day----McD...i ate 3 times McD in 1 week......principle broken again...then oni i realized sometimes people need to compromise with reality...

S-E-X-Y series

Wana try in between???

trying to be sexy but failure..

Sia siad i dun hav sexy body o...
but i hav nice butt!

i ask ying rui take one, but all spontaneously taken also, not acting...=p

actually i duno when does this photo being taken, so spontaneous! haha

this is a funny one, everytime it makes me laugh like idiot~~~

wow...who say im slim??show u the prove..see the tummy le?

this is the weirdest....funniest...true...see my hand's extra freshhhhh, see shin's toungue, see Jason's ....hair....

after that....after all above, it's time to leave....before leave, we still take photo

a cool one....

Then? We went Hanabi which near by City Hall, it is a Japanese buffet , included tax all that, SGD40 ~but, it is worth! Becoz the service really good, they served whatever we order from the menu, can be advantage or disadvantage—we no nid to walk around to get foods, but someone serve… can be good or bad la..

Y-U-M-M-Y

see the couple...haha. i ve worse with me, but not post it here^^

after whole day under sunlight, what ever powder on face also peeled le...pale face here...haha

Wednesday, 11st Feb 2009

Omg…..last day leaving sg….gotta travel bak kl le..before go bak, we meet with Kaiji again^^

On the way bak, it rains….the rains remind me of the annoying matters in KL…

Finally reach kl, once reach..received his call><…..

And I bought something that I not suppose to consume…

人。。。就是在心煩意亂的時候做一些傻事。。。