today, i wana tell a story of a gal whom i know her a very long time.
her name was...Lucky, coz she feel she is bad luck and everything she has is worse than others.
-she was chubby, no guy interested to her, and she looks tough and strong, but the fact is, she is not..so, she learn to be strong and tough, and thus she hate being CUTE, coz she couldn't afford to be CUTE.
-becoz of her so called toughness, she doesn't use to be taking care by others, even in front of a guy she admires, even she knows the guy likes soft gal, she cannt act soft too. She is tough becoz of the external environment
-she learn to be independent, becoz her parents were/are not beside her. Her dad, left to sg work, her mum goes work in the early morning, when she was 8 yrs old, everyone eating breakfast prepared by mum, she prepares breakfast for her brother, and wake her brother up, then go to school. sometime she could not rush to take breakfast, so she had stomach illness when she was 8. She needs someone to be relied too, but she nvr know a gal like her would has this privilege.
-actually she is self-contempt, she thinks she is worse than anyone around her, when she grows up, secondary school....she likes someone and being wooed, the one who named herself lucky---is the unlucky one, she is being cheated, since then she lose confident to L-O-V-E, and always scare guy cheated on her. i know untill now, she still scare, coz she always remind herself the painfulness of the LOVE brought to her.
-her relationship with family, not good... she was slap since a kid until a teen, she said: i dun hav self-esteem, each slap frm my mum taken away my self-esteem, little by little.her dad, left home spend time with frens outside, her mum had fun with fren and involved in what so called business, her brother was gangster, will only bring trouble to house, what left at home, is herself, alone. what so precious of a family? for her, home is just a house, a place to sleep, thats all... so she had a bad habit, wrap herself with blanket tightly...i saw, i know she lacks of self-security.
-when she saw her fren being wooed, she hopes she is one of them, but, she knows it is jus dreaming. she never know if someone wanted to woo her, coz she was self-abasing, she thinks she is not deserved to get that and yet she is non-value to attract others.
-well....finally, i see her transform from the Lucky to Jessy(her new name)...she changed alot, from appearance to inner...changed, one thing never change, is her toughness, she is forced to be tough, becoz her family situation still tht suck. she is same age with me, but she has o think and plan of her future, since she is 15/16 ys old. she doesnt mind other critique she is reality, she is money lover, becoz she knows no money, problems arrise........
-she always has a requirement for her wooers, which is to see their career and their capability, she is tired enuf to take care of ppl, she hopes someone would take care of her, coz,..she is rarely experience, the feel of being take care...
i know there are somebody woo-ing her, but she scare being hurt, coz she tried once..reli reli hurt, and she rarely get protection from others, she use to face the problem alone, so,..when her woo-er try to protect her, she feels warm, but yet she feel scare coz she nvr tried this before, and she scare if this is a trap? she reli doesnt wan to be hurt as the first time.
anyway, she has her own decision, which others cant intrude...let herself make her own decision.........
I hope o can reli be the one beside u, remind u, guide u, lead u to stand up and break all the barriers....................
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her name was...Lucky, coz she feel she is bad luck and everything she has is worse than others.
-she was chubby, no guy interested to her, and she looks tough and strong, but the fact is, she is not..so, she learn to be strong and tough, and thus she hate being CUTE, coz she couldn't afford to be CUTE.
-becoz of her so called toughness, she doesn't use to be taking care by others, even in front of a guy she admires, even she knows the guy likes soft gal, she cannt act soft too. She is tough becoz of the external environment
-she learn to be independent, becoz her parents were/are not beside her. Her dad, left to sg work, her mum goes work in the early morning, when she was 8 yrs old, everyone eating breakfast prepared by mum, she prepares breakfast for her brother, and wake her brother up, then go to school. sometime she could not rush to take breakfast, so she had stomach illness when she was 8. She needs someone to be relied too, but she nvr know a gal like her would has this privilege.
-actually she is self-contempt, she thinks she is worse than anyone around her, when she grows up, secondary school....she likes someone and being wooed, the one who named herself lucky---is the unlucky one, she is being cheated, since then she lose confident to L-O-V-E, and always scare guy cheated on her. i know untill now, she still scare, coz she always remind herself the painfulness of the LOVE brought to her.
-her relationship with family, not good... she was slap since a kid until a teen, she said: i dun hav self-esteem, each slap frm my mum taken away my self-esteem, little by little.her dad, left home spend time with frens outside, her mum had fun with fren and involved in what so called business, her brother was gangster, will only bring trouble to house, what left at home, is herself, alone. what so precious of a family? for her, home is just a house, a place to sleep, thats all... so she had a bad habit, wrap herself with blanket tightly...i saw, i know she lacks of self-security.
-when she saw her fren being wooed, she hopes she is one of them, but, she knows it is jus dreaming. she never know if someone wanted to woo her, coz she was self-abasing, she thinks she is not deserved to get that and yet she is non-value to attract others.
-well....finally, i see her transform from the Lucky to Jessy(her new name)...she changed alot, from appearance to inner...changed, one thing never change, is her toughness, she is forced to be tough, becoz her family situation still tht suck. she is same age with me, but she has o think and plan of her future, since she is 15/16 ys old. she doesnt mind other critique she is reality, she is money lover, becoz she knows no money, problems arrise........
-she always has a requirement for her wooers, which is to see their career and their capability, she is tired enuf to take care of ppl, she hopes someone would take care of her, coz,..she is rarely experience, the feel of being take care...
i know there are somebody woo-ing her, but she scare being hurt, coz she tried once..reli reli hurt, and she rarely get protection from others, she use to face the problem alone, so,..when her woo-er try to protect her, she feels warm, but yet she feel scare coz she nvr tried this before, and she scare if this is a trap? she reli doesnt wan to be hurt as the first time.
anyway, she has her own decision, which others cant intrude...let herself make her own decision.........
I hope o can reli be the one beside u, remind u, guide u, lead u to stand up and break all the barriers....................
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i knw who is lucky u're refering to,i knw she is tough.i reli hope she can face all barriers,n u,b de wind,beneath under de wing of lucky aka jessy,ok?take care of her.N dun let her addicted to smoking,u n me know it is bad for health....
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