boring day--Chor 4

It doesn’t seem to be a happy new year for me…too boring, too many things to be considered of, too much nagging….

Today, 4th day of new year, again is a boring one, noon time my mum drove the car away, leave me at home, alone with lotta food…too bad, my mouth and hand loss of control, keep putting junk food into mouth, and the mouth keep eating, from 2-4…within 2 hours..I dare not to imagine how much I’ve eaten, juz feel the tummy gain bigger >< I was thinking to ask someone have some health activities with me—which is hill climbing. But it is too early and yet the sunlight was terrible, it’s like burning!!!!so…I decided to do it at 5.30, at this moment..take a nap ^^ I heard someone open the front door, aiks…my mum bak… ‘hu-mei-yan!!!!!!!!!”
She is yelling….yer………………..
‘Yea…..’
My turn to yell, and reply her…
‘I wan use ur room, I’ve ask someone massage for me”
“but…I wana sleep…”
‘sleep? Few days ago u dun say sleep when u go out?'
“wat the XXXXXXX…..”----this,I whisper, in heart…
Then, ‘DUT’…is my phone msg. A msg frm my fren, the one I ask to go for hill climbing.
“why dun we do it tmr..?’….yo….he doesn’t wan to go.haiz..what to do…I go myself~~~

“I dun wan eat dinner.”
This is what I told my mum before leave home.
It’s been a very long time I didn’t climb the hill, almost 7 months I think…
Well, since it is single journey, hope it is a refreshing journey..haha..sound too serious…
My house, is damn near..sorry, I need to use the word of D.A.M.N, because really, the hill is damn near with my house. I used 5 minutes to reach the ‘kaki gunung’…
IT”S TIME TO START THE ‘JOURNEY’…..


I need to capture some photos, this is what I thought when at the half way of my climbing.


this is how the hill look like…hrm….the hillssss actually divided to few parts..it has different branches, each braches indicated different name, some of them lead to the same destination, but some not, although they reach the same destination, time used to be reaching is different~~kinda like philosophies la~~yea, when I was 17, the coll I studied, which is quite near with my house, one of the subjects, is hill climbing, climb the hill that I use to climb.><


The left photo cause me recall the period at the college, which did fraud…the right one, is a failure one….the sunlight turning weak, cannt capture a nice one..few minutes I take the shadow photo ago, the sunlight was strong, I was thinking to take later~ nah….this is the outcome of not doin things at the right moment…drag, doesn’t bring benefits…<



On the way goin up, I was like watching drama, funny scene everywhere…some people bringing their dog together, got a chowchow—I wonder…does it feel hot?????
got a Chihuahu?a---the Chihuahua damn fat!!! Aiks…I hate Chihuahua. And a very fierce dog, ‘lordweyler….?’, I duno how to spell >< some boys keep saying tired, I guess they seldom come, some speak Chinese, very strange Chinese, I guess they frm china, and Johor…I saw labour-either legal or illegal, I have no idea….AND..i saw S.N.A.K.E Yea~ snake, but dead…i captured the pic of its body…aiks….disgusting!!!!! I hate snake too, compare to Chihuahua, I dun like Chihuahua—as kinda dogs, for snake, I hate snake—as kinda animal…
And I found out something very funny thing, when I was resting half way….why is there pair of shoes hanging on the tree??????

Some more it hangs damn high, the tree is damn high also…erm…question mark……


It took me 35 minutes to reach my destination, which is the place tat I take my shadow’s picture…on the way goin down, I pass by waterfall~~~a small waterfall.

As I said, the hill got a lot of branches, the way I took to go up, with stairs one, doesn’t pass by the waterfall, when I go down with another branch, it pass by this waterfall….i left a lot leg hair here….haha, means last time I always came, especially during my primary school time…I always came with my brother and classamate, we’ve tried another branch, which is very dangerous, my brother, nearly die there……-.-!!
Few more minutes from the waterfall, there is a small pondok with stone-walk…well, nothing special, stone walk everywhere…

Just many people walking there also, torturing their foot, but good to health~~

I was kinda shock when I see this….it used to be bushy rubber tree…but now…..most of them chop off, left the bole, and the dying tree with drying leaves~~hiaz…

I used one and half hour to complete my single-refreshing-journey~~~

爱不疚

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

我好惊。。。好担心。唔知点解决
或者系心软，或者系罪恶？
“三年，三年又三年”。。。梁朝伟系无间道度讲既
我都好惊三年，三年又三年啊。。。

个梦唔真实， 但系令人好唔舒服。

trace back to years back

quite alot of changes in my room, the cacat punya cupboard ald removed ,my HIFI set moved to another renovated cupboard top there, TV also moved there.so the cupbpard actually served as cupboard and devices rack.

i recall wat happen few years bak, when i was in secondary skul....i alwiz hide in my room, look at this items, imagine and think alot. i hate to be at home but yet i have to be, i was not allow to go out, or will be fuck up gaogao, even worse, will be slaped, no jokes, the last slap frm her when i was 17, mearly SPM tria...it is a terrible one, lebam d...anyway, dun feel to recall those things...

i found something memorable, as below.

this is my only survive trophies and medals. the right bottom one is the one survive medal frm my primary school, the rest were gotten when i was form 5, participate in athletics~~

I used to have trophies and medals every year since im kindergarten, until secondary school, i've collected nearly 40 trophies, some of it were 'syarahan', telling story, singing, drawing, writing, sport, math, year-end top 10.....duno which year, my mum thrown all of them away, reason being was, her fren told her the trophies are useless and take lotta spaces in house...i only notice it when i got bak home frm school. My grandmum n granddad were super dulan n angry about tt, actually, me too!

this music box, is my gugu's present frm her husband, when they get married, she gav it to me. I love it very much becoz its music is 'memory', it is a song tt i played during band~is a very sweet melody.

this music box actually was given by Waikum--i was very happy when i received this present, becoz i didnt expect i'd receive present in birthday, neither frm parents.

i found something quite funny too...my name tag since my primary school. haha

a and c, which both in blue, were my primary name tag. noticed my name was different? Yes, my mum ask me to change name when i was 9---and at that time my school change the design of nametag, i kept both, until now.

while b, the brown color one, is my secondary name tag, actually i do kept another one, light blue one, which is my first bf...it is not shown here^^

d and e, were nametags for my position of being school prefect, d was tag on school uniform while e, was tag on blazer---we wear blazer during assemble. like very geng~~~

Woah....i found a long histoy present from my grand-dad--it is a watch, yellow color one...

aiks....this is obviously an imitated watch of Casio Baby-G....i still remember it was 39.90..it is a present for me during i was standard 3, given by grandpa~~~seems many things happen at my 9.yea, alot of things happen tt year><

wat surprised me the most, is this,....my graduation photo had been framed!!!! it was put in plastic bag before this, there is another one, a bigger one put in living room, like pride of Foo! haha

anyway, coming there are another 2 convos, i dun think i will join both, but LJMU that one lo~~~i do hope, my parents could come over..this is what i seriously hope and wish...

moody new year-

Sunday.0312....moody welcoming new year

I only cum bak to Ipoh 3 times last year, 1st time when chinese new year, 2nd time was sem break after my intern, last time was September, but that time i just stayed ipoh less than 40hours, then rush bak to kl d. So this journey of cuming bak Ipoh during CNY, i do expect & appreciate a bit--i mean i can feel the embrace of being homed.

5 hours, i was trap in the car which temperature up to 100+++(kidding,juz to tell how hot izi), and being BBQ by sunlight which i hav no way to escape frm, finally, i reach home by 8, i left kl by 3><..what i torturing journey, n i expect to say sumting nice o heard sumthing nice frm HER--my mum. who knw, once i entered house, notice----i mean ONCE I ENTERED, she scold me! can i put in a rude way, she fuck me up! Gosh...i was thinking to ask: anything i can help? coz she juz came bak frn outside. who knws end up with this scenario. Yes, i do care, i do mind, as said, last year i juz came bak 3 times, why cannt she giv me a nicer treatment when she saw me--whom long time being outside? she had ruin my mood, i planned to hav movie with frens, yes, i went, coz they booked ticket d...i went with a sad mood.........................when i saw my frens who long time din meet up, i didnt hav little excitement, thx to her welcome-home-fuck, i brought a black face to meet my fren.

Here, i would like to thx to Tissue--a cute baby who listen to me and console me, as she has same prob too--erm i'd prefer to say similiar prob la, and thx to BEN lo~~ call me to console me although having gym, and tell cold jokes. Well~~my laughing point is not high, so ur joke enuf to make me laugh d~ after tt onli i smile again.><

yea, this is wat i gone tru ytd nite, within 2 hours when i reached home at 8pm.......

happy birthday to KS

Again, there is someone birthday! seems to many ppl are born this month>< style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)" size="5">?????????
anyway, it's an one month project, kinda rugi if i dun accept it.
hopefully, i can handle the uestion asked by sweety killer'

K, tmr will be an interview for cuming job, MAXIS ambasador, so called is an ambasador, actually more to a full spec promoter. anyway, if being selected,there will be a steady income everymonth. POSITIVE thought will help, yes, it does help.

say something.

i've no idea what im doin.
too lazy
holiday mood but scare actually
exam is cuming, NO...it is very near the corner
i scare, because i work before exam
i know i can handle
but still feel scare
imagine, the day before exam i'll be working untill 2, n the nest day 7 wake up for exam.
who know if my brain is still conscious?

POSITIVE thought
yea, should hav positive thought
it leads me go thru problems

just..releasing something here
i knwo the next day i'll be recovering even im hurt today

yea....im recovering.
will be better, will be improver
im better than yesterday, im improving.

happy birthday to you

Exam is approaching
but life is still on, rite?
so...Bryan held his birthday party in POPPY, at Thursday.
although his birthday is one week later ....

Bryan, evidence with me!!hehe! u were.....

3 brothers...L to R: Koonwai, Bryan and Bird


Bryan is too high to take off his ...shirt




when every one was high...actually i was abit dizzy
then? take photo lo...credit given to Mavis...her attribution for those photos.
who is Mavis?the leng leng in BLUE...



Girls' power~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Guys' prestige~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

before all photos above, i was enjoying la...
but...something happen and awaken me
see my pants...the pocket is not deep , n my phone put inside.
i hav a habit, i will check my pocket regularly
after i jump like a vampire tru the dance floor, i check my pocket
shit...it is kosong one!!!
i realized...my phone gone
then i rush to Jason's there,told him.
n he is awaken by me too...
i was thinking...OMG! 1k+ gone le....coz gonna buy a new one if it reli dumps me
luckily....it was found..
Johnathan pick it up but he didnt know whose phone is it
yea, shld giv him a treat huh?

But my favorite function gone le....it is an express music phone, but now it cannt play express music d.......

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i think....my entries are more look like diary now...>

N-E-W

I DYE MY HAIR……………..

RED BASED AND LIGHT RED AS HIGHLIGHT…

OUTCOME AS BELOW…..

UNDER SUN, IT LOOK NICE

INDOOR, IT DOESN’T OBVIOUS

BUT EVERYONE SAID IT LOOKS NICE….

indoor, in my room...not reli obvious as said.


nah....under light, in lecture hall, it looks brownish gold.

even when i tied up my hair, it looks cool

BUT I WENT BACK THE SALON, N DYE AGAIN…

BECAUSE THE COLOR IS LIKE FADED AWAY

CK: TOO DARK? WANA MAKE IT LIGHTER?

MIA: YEA..IT IS LIKE FADED AWAY…

THEN? SIT DOWN N LET HIM APPLY WAHATEVER SHIT ON MY HAIR

OUTCOME?? S BELOW…

look COOL?? i was shock when i first saw it once the towel taken off
see..in my rooms, compare to photo above which i taken in my room too~the first time i dye hair....
under the light in a room, it looks sharp too~~

then?????? few days later, i went clubbing~~for Bryan's birthday.
Below are 2 photos tat make ppl shock

aiya.....just let me pretend a bit lo