I changed???

I duno how to reject people, but recently,i know how to reject. Facetiosity rite? 22 y-o only know how to protect ownself.

why do i said i've changed? The uncle ask for my number, when i was working in a live-band restaurant in Genting, i said: "I sell beer, but number is not included..."

another uncles, funnier...Ask me come, play a song of Beyond-喜歡你, and ask me undestand or not. Sure i undestand the song, but i duno what he intent to do, then he showed me his phone, ask me to key in my number. ==..Who u think u r??
"I dun give number one..."

An uncle said: u r arrogant.....
Hrm, M i..? well, wat i can is: Sui Generis...XD

Whats next..ytd i was reali sick of the negro--

Black-Him

Red-Me

hello Mia, why u give me a fake number..bla bla bla

i din give u a fake one. I know u called me but the phone's batt dead. I onli notice it this morning

ohh.....why dun u give me ur personal number

why should i give u my personal number

oooohh...u should giv

why? why should i?? u give me a reason to convince me of giving out my personal number

ooohhhh~~~i bla bla bla bla(which i cant comprehent nicely)............in short, he was teling his benefits of getting my number

wel...this is not convincing. sorry

ooohhhh..Mia..bla..bla bla bla(blaming me not giving my number)giv me. Give me ur personal number

(i was at the critical level of pissing off, but trying to control VERY HARD. feel like he is rude, why should i give just because u want it? im feminist ok!?)

i said, i wont..i ald given u a number which is contactable, why u insist to get my personal number? i said no means no..nonono

ooh..i've tell u so much of mine... we are fren..why do u always NO NO NO...?

PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, it is my decision whether to give u my personal number or not, and my final decision is NO, i will not give u my personal number. im lenient enuf to giv u one of my number, i said i wont give my personal number. U got it?

WHY...i dun un...

NA-BEH!!!!!!!WHY AGAIN? U THINK U R MY HUBBY O DADDY? THEY DUN EVEN HAVE THE PRIVILLAGE OF GETTING MY ANSWER IF I DUN FEEL TO TELL!

my freedom, my decsion on whether give u my number, and my final decison is NO. Lenient enuf to give u that num which u can contact me, im sorry, im reli bad mood now, leave me alone pls!

then, i stand up, walk away, left him sitting there......

what i wana tell is...i wont saythis in the past, i changed mean....i've grown up?

Nice trick...*salute*

Today is a good mood day, although wake up late, but still able to be there on time, nah----is earlier than my working time, and the cute alarm, will apologize when i wake up late~ reli a cute one!!!haha~~~like it v-e-r-y much...wonder how is it and would like to hav one? find urself~~

well, when reach college, again im alone to set it up, then wait for 5 p.m
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what makes me good mood?
- i get to know students there, FINALLY. i mean, same species, same race...im not racism, but i'd feel more secure when speak in the same channel.

-there are 3 ppl came, they are roving team of fruit juice, of coz they gave us canssss of fruit juice that i can finish, still few cans left at booth there~ i get to know them , as well. their superviosr called---Reeves, i think he is younger than me, 18-20 like that , who speaks a nice slung english... i was so ...watever of listen to the way he speaks. how goos if i can speak with this kinda person everyday, soon i will speak like them^^
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nice tricks started here...
Reeves tells his frens' story, who are girls.
U know, there are some value-doubted people exist in the world, everywhere...what are their characteristics?? sit somewhere or squad somewhere, when gals pass by--ah moi~~~leng lui~~~like that. Then his fren's story is, yea, she is pretty.
when the ass holes call her leng lui or watever, she turns bak, reply them:' YES', but her finger was digging nose....>< what the XXX, but this is a cool trick, coz those ass hole were frighten and chiao.... the next, which is a classic one, it might be a ...cool trick, but seriously i dun hope anyone could have a chance to use it.
another gal i think, almost get rape,she is ald naked... when the moment the rapper wanted to put in or wat, she pee....i duno whether she is frighten or purposely, but the rapper chiao, he thinks that is dirty...

first time heard the tricks, funny..but i dun hope anyone who read this post would have a chance to try if it works.

good news, but not excited.

Just got a message from Chuan, which i requested to know my ranking in my course...

reply is: yo NUMBER ONE QUEEN, NO 9 IN APR2

which means among all advanced dip PR students, i got NO 9...yea, it is top 10... so what? juz an affirmation of my hardworks, sleepyness, dark circle.etc etc

what i want is reli got an achievement and reach my goal....

yea, come one NO 9....

ps: why call me QUEEN, because im immortal cleopatra aka miapatra.
不死妖后。。ngek ngek....

bull shit

haaaaaaaaaaaaaa....swollen on my jaw last for..almost 2 weeks. i tot it is browing wisdom teeth? yes, i think it is. this is not my frst time growning teeth la, but how cum this time will last so long time???

few days ago i read a post in newspaper, sated thta sympton of mouth cancer...one of it was, swellen last for 2 - 4 weeks..=.=how cum this kinda thing always happen on me? last time was doubt something wrong with my uterus, coz alomost 4 months no period. What was my mum respond when i told her?
" hu mei yan.....u know what u've done la.." helo..what i did? crazy...........never worry about that! but i reli worry if something grow inside la. Then? go see doctor finally..nothign happen wo, he saidit is normal for this age(i was almost 20)but period still dun cum>< well, this time..i know it is becoz of growing wisdom teeth, but stil abit worry of that. maybe this few weeks always slp late, and eat too much food that shouldn't eat..last sat, super spicy soup n spicy meat, this few days, bak kut teh, buffet....sounds having happenign life again?dream la~~~~im facing problem that not goin to disclose onli. finally, this mornign when i wake up, feel weird on my face and jaw....=.=
u know wat? swollen worse..................

finally i cant take it, press the jaw strongly in toilet, whn i was working.
i think it was bleeding by the way, and finally死死地buy medicine><

'im growing wisdom teeth...'
'oooo, i give u 消腫藥&止痛藥啦"
'no, 消腫藥will do, i can take the pain'
'.........what for so suffer..?'
'...............................'
my turn duno how to answer.（well....juz kinda dun like take medicine n see doctor, i know they make ALOT profit frm us)

haiz..noting to tell le, juz cannt log in to the god damn e-learing.wat the freaking creepy system, always lag lag lag, my time all contributed to it and yet it didnt record down my movement adn activeness....fuck it..then onli put sometimeon my blog. since long time did update.

byebye dear all.

fuck

刁。。。。。IPOD 中9 咗毒， 開唔到。。。xian 9 咗。。。

. Wasting time

Today 6 nid to ttend a briefing which is lebih one...the briefing start at 6, but my clas finish at 2, if travel frm GK to KJ, nid 1 hour, so i decided to follow jason to Mid Valley, online and read my articlesssssss...





I think Starbuck is the onli place which WIFI accessible....Starbuck, here i come.

nearly fever, drinking coffee is not good, n i cannt sleep after drink coffee.
Chocolate frappucino and Greentea frappucino is my only and alternative choices.

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In side was cold and.....after baught the drink-- i prefer to sit outside, so i sat outside. I chosen the corner there, but it is a big table with 4 sofa seat, hrm...quite cofortable with that. After on lappy, i started do my thing le..which is reading! of coz msn and searching articles at the same time la.

other than online serching articlessss, i read them also... but the damn server is like got problem, cant get what i wan...perhaps is myself blur gua..suck in doin research!
see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the articlesssssss,why i should read them all the time??haiz...

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actualyl sitting outside is hot..see my shadow when the sunlight comes in....


good that i bring my ear-piece, i can listen to my top ranked song le. Other than LUCKY featured by JASON MRAZ, some chinese songs, recently im fall for 謝安琪-喜帖街 & 鐘無艷。I just keep listen them again and again~

Juz sit there, msn with Tissue, enjoy the SUNBATHING---enjoy wo....how scare i get pigmentaiton and get tanner...somemore! i feel to pee but i was alone there..what to do, jason is not calling me yet, whcih means he is not done yet la~ tahan saje la


FINALLY...at 6, almost 7--his call came, but it was ald late le..Chiao~


I was hot temper this few days..><

why am i? what i want?

It is 0113 in the wee hour. I suppose to do my reading, actually i was doing.
Got a news- my fren(someone not reli close to) might not goin UK, reason being is he doesnt thnk that is what he wants. Thus, i start a conversation with "thin-pet"

He light up his ciggie, so do i...
Then, i stand at balcony, with the lighted up ciggie, look to the far, and think: WHAT DO I WANT? Do i need to go UK? How is the 3 months will be?

I started to doubt, does it worth for going there...
i wanted to go SG. 2 reasons.
1- i hate Malaysia, of its "management", policy, safety issue
2- SG has what-who i want.

Another problem arised. Can i get what i want? When standing at balcony, i asked myself. "Do u determined to go Sg is just because of ...?" "Nope" very fast, in a blink, i know im not just goin there becoz of that, i don lose myself becoz of that.
Followed, ask myslef again, what can u be at there?
Be in media firm-Media corp? thx KS, your encouragement.
Be in management team, in any organization.
Be in hotel line, as what i study shld be matchable
Be in advertising firm, as im cretive all the time
Biggest dream to be achieved, is to be in management team.
But to bein management team, yo must reach their lowest expectation and requirement. With a general degree, can i ? So, with the purely research-based BA hons degree, can it draw another story? it is too far tobe considered.

When i know my fren might not goin, thin pet said actually he also found this is not what he want, it is diff with what he expect, honestly, i have a thought to give up, too. very fast,i get myself into reality-I've paid, nothign i can do now other than follow my plan, what i've planned.
Im still the one who take challengesssss, to be an eagle, you hav to overcum the strong wind that flowed against you direction. Thx to [U] who willing to be the wind beneath my wings.^^
So, against all odd, i'll be goin UK.
To escape what i hate here, To get [some] i wan there.

so, at the time of 0143, i resume to my reading.@@

笑一笑～

爱情 　　

白雪公主，几咁纯洁无瑕。但系谂真啲，白雪公主，识得嗰个系王子，灰姑娘识嗰个又系王子；有个有特殊嚐好，钟意锡青蛙嘅女人锡咗只青蛙一啖，只青蛙变出嚟嘅又系王子！有冇人谂过根本个王子系同一个人呢？根本呢个王子都不知几x花心，周围沟女。仲无良到扮青蛙去沟添！

情窦未开 　　

我第一次恋爱之前，我认为自己就系杨过，而我同书里面个杨过唯一唔同嘅地方，就系佢有只大鵰。而我嗰阵，就钟意撚呢个相思同画眉多啲。同杨过一样，我从来冇谂过要考第一。 　

我只需要爱情，只要搵到我嘅小龙女，我就可以抛弃学业，退隐山林，搬入新界住。但系我一定要住西班牙别墅，我唔住得村屋，我怕蛇虫鼠蚁。然后每个月至多出一次市区，不过我唔会逗留得耐，问亚妈攞完零用钱我就会入番入去。 　　

冇错，基本上，我由中一至中五都系喺呢种咁超然嘅思想下度过。嗰阵时学校最流行嘅辩论题目系：“中学生应否谈恋爱？”我认为，我哋应该辩论嘅系“中学生应否读书？” 　

而喺我第一次恋爱之前，我嘅小龙女只需要一个条件，就系靓，我知我咁样谂好肤浅，但系嗰阵时我仲细，唔知道原来身材都好重要嘎。

性

圣人话：“食色性也！”食同色，好唔同！一个人无论几钟意食，会唔会比几十蚊入戏院睇套“蒸气腾腾小龙包”？一个人无论几钟意食，又会唔会为咗望一旧冇包住嘅牛肉望到畀车撞？

童話

自細睇D童話都話，王子騎住白馬出現， 所以見到騎住白馬既就系白馬王子， 但系有無人念過， 騎白馬既其實系唐三藏咧？

source: cited frm http://car0753.blog.sohu.com/
N modified by Mia.

我就是這樣-sui generis

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌 柔软又刚强

十指纤长 指尖藏着一鼓力量

安静的目光 温柔却也狂放

眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲

我独特的模样 是全新的信仰

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

你不会躲在 不长不短的裙摆

耍无赖太依赖 都不符合你的心态

乖乖早过了时代 怪怪才有人青睐

不需要表态 让大家慢慢猜

既古代又现代 爱HIP HOP也爱李白

是女孩像男孩 这次出场注定精彩

我嗅到英雄神采 我瞄到美人姿态

多变的节拍 接下来该是你跩

诗人的滥觞 刻板的印象

(没有文字 足以介绍你的出场)

你爱晒太阳 我赏我的月亮

(井水河水 各自徜徉各的海洋)

想发出一道光 让世间不平凡

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

温柔 倔强 勇敢 都是我

我拥有太多 不同基因

安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我

分钟 不同的颜色

~我就是这样 天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场

或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样

谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量~

《我就是這樣》不代表我就是特別

只不過有時會懶得理會他人

但是生活就是這樣

群體生活就的這樣

理會他人是生存準則

沒錯，謝謝你欣不欣賞，我就是這樣

Sui Generis

oOo

補充說明

我其實很幸福

我有家

我有完整的五官

我有健全的手腳

我有我的想法

我有我的夢想

我有愛我的人和我愛的人

有時只不過是閑著沒事干

又或者看到部落格閑太久

就會寫一些的突發奇想

關心我的人

不要擔心

我還是過得很好^^

Scary Figure......

WORKing, is what im practising all the time, since 13 year-old, use to pay own school fees, buying own clothes, buy own facila product, daily product, even sanitary pad. within this period, i mean from after CNY untill April or May,i'll be working for a contract job, as what i post in the previous blog... I think who ever know im working for that job, is thinking im RICH...

R.I.C.H, what a sacarstic phrase happen on me. I spend my own money on my life, in KL, not in Ipoh. Let me count the figure that im goin to spend each month, conservatively.

Basic/must expences

Rental : 150

Housefund: 50

Insutrance: 170

Phone bill: 100++++ (for god sick, i spent more than that)

So, basic expences, no matter how save you are, 600 cannt be excluded.

Next, is my transportation to work

Bus (GK to Wangsa) :1

LRT : 2.30

Bus (pasar seni to puchong): 2

Car parking (i have to bare if my partner fetch me to somewhere, rite) 2

LRT : 2.30

Bus (Wangsa0 GK) 1

each day around 11 for transportation, work 20days per month, u count it~

Meal

Let me put in the savest way---

Breakfast(Soy bean+ sandwich) : 3

Lunch :5

Dinner (i might skip dinner, but will buy snack food or light food instead of having a heavy one):3

Everyday i might buy some candies or chewing gum to eat when working: 2

Meal: 13 x 20

Meal list above is only applicable working days, saturday sunday not working, let me spend a little bit more on eating, to reward myself as working for the whole week

weekend: 50

50x 4(4 weekends per month)

OK, done...lets count a round figure for my monthly expences--->

Basic/must spend : RM600

Transportation: RM 220

Meal: RM500

each month, at least spend RM 1.3k

figure above is a conservative one, a playful gurl as me, will i lock myself in house during weekend? each week go for movie for once, 10 gone, sometimes sing k?

one month, RM80 on entertainment.

Im choosy on my daily product--hair shampoo, cosmetic, facial product, body shampoo, body lotion, cream, hair serum, mask...etc etc etc etc etc etc ...Because i dun buy all products in one short, so this month will be product A finish, next week product B bo liao, next month product C habis....subsequently, each month RM80, ok? is it over?

so, count all together, 1.3k+160...one month almost RM 1.5k...what a scary figure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mama--mi-a -----im yelling my name pula. Now onli i know my name not neccersary bring enjoyment. =p

So, plz count, im not purely, sorely,entirely, completely, get the hell job salary. I bare alot burden and some fo the commitment one...

This month, i spend almost all my salary for the Kent project, on the said matter...T_T

After counted the product(IT product) i bought within 18months, onli i realise my spending power is...such strong...

Phone(1k ++)

Ipod

Lappy

watchES(gotto emphasize, is watches.....which means more than 1 >.<

coming week, gonna buy my camera to be used in UK

plannign to buy either psp, I touch or I phone. (on hold)

others spending on hair, dressing..all not inlcuded...

no wonder someone say i need high maintainance...

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...somemore my Euro trip+expences+GUCCI bag+somemore branded stuff???

complicated mood

I dreamt to work in UK, at least to cover my school fees, but after considered of the issue of: once get caught, wil be blacklisted 5 years of prohibited to leave Malaysia for 5 years, yea, i mean not even go to SG which is the nearest foreign country...And recession, risk with my future is not a wise idea.

Anyway, bullshit above will be noted down because this week and next week is lesson classes for preparation of flying UK. To be frankly, the classes are boring, i cant find any others words to decribe(i dun say the class irritating becoz at least it is not that bad until i cant stand on it)

everyday 10 am class, then continous 4 hours, with short break of 15 minutes in between, keep yawning and feel pekcek is the symptons of me getting bored, but yet nid to sit there, pretend listening( coz the bald is a sly one, he will catch someone who is not listening, and wil ask question, worse, he will point u out or hinting you that he awared of you long time ago, therefore you will get bak to the class both physically--shut ur big mouth up, stoping playing fool with frens and mentally--as a trouble causer,after being warned, who dare to the the challenge of make him point u out again?)

anyway, just take 2 stupid photo during the merely 15minutes break time given----

few days of the class, i just feel the stress of approaching of May, i will be flying at 28th, latest by 29th. there are too many thigns nid to be prepared: biggest and most annoying problem----cash flow, gonna pay school fees and flight ticket, then nid to change UK sterling, at least need to bring 300 pound cash, nid to open an account which the bank is a oversea bank, here it goes, money again.. after that, staying there is not a problem to be worried too much as im strong in adapting to new environment, but after the 3 months hell lesson to get the bloody BA hon degree, we will have a bakpack plan, o Eurotrip that organize by authorised organization. Here is the problem we gonna think adn revise, to enjoy smart, budget and estimation of budget need to be done well. i've missed out alot thing that not stated here...

Rest a pretty long time, sudd get bak the the embracement of the hell journals, sick of citations, ass of academic principle...etc, i hava feel of wana escape. If now SIA offer me a job, i'll say good bye to LJMU=p

ops...i might reli say good bye to LJMU, if i failed any subject. If i fail, it is the first and ever subject that i've failed in my college life...touch wood, pls!

BTW.....tmr nid to work again...............><

bloody hell, im cuming...

no return?

since when i fall into the trap?
since when xx becums something to rely?
since when xx conqoer my mind and my consciousness?
since when it intrude to 3 of us ?

i just bot 10....ask someone buy from langkawi.....
T.T
i wana go bak.
i wana return
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reli an annoying moment
the god damn car keep alert, wats wrong with the xxxx alarm? aiks>.<
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when people are busy, they blame the situation "i nid some space"
when poeple are too free, they blame the situation too " take some space from me"
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when u hav nothing to do, u will bullshit alot one....
thus, i know that, moderate, is the normative pattern for everything

MONEY--too much, arguement, too little, arguement too
CAREER--too much, sacrifies, too little, sacrifies too
LOVER--more than one, conflict, none, conflict too
THINKING--too much, feel stress, too little, becum idiot(o brainless)
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yea, now feel quite free to bullshit alot. but the free moment will not remain too long
cuming months, will be busying for my academic
after busying for the academic, it is another branch for my life
i gotta decide where to stay?
i wana stay sg for sure, but if i cannt find a suitable one?
gonna be optismistic, here is not where i wish to stay
yea..im cuming^^
(same thought with Tissue)

unexpected---想不到

i like to read.
i rather stayed in book shop more than toy shop when i was a kid, i like to go book fair.
i like to read books such as : history( both ancient and comtemporary), phylosophy, natural science and mysterious, and i read recipe as well, BUT....i rarely buy books, coz there are expensive.
recently, i mean this 2 days, i've bot 5 books, among 5, 3 was purchase becoz of a "little mauley" =p

honestly, i nvr do this to anyone, especially....
er, let me list down the book name first...

• LA CLAVE GAUDI (高第密碼）
• MAN SOM HATAR KVINNOR（龍紋身的女孩）
• Recipe
• XXX XXX
• XXX XXX

the first 2 are what i interested to read, although they are just story, but they are highly recommended one. then the followed 3....bought becoz of the little mauley ~I never look at XXXX book when i go book stall book fair, coz i think they all cheat people, but this time i kena cheat le, see, how deep i've been poisoned ...
Foo Mee Ngan
Mia
Miao
Mickey MIAo
maid
I never expect, i'd buy that...haha


laugh my ass of ald!!!!!

funny meh? not at all....ceh........................

energyless

today is a tired day---
wake up at ...forgotten, once alarm alert, under consious, my hand take up the phone and stop the annoying DADDY YANKEE's impacto...erm...got message with a pleasing photo^^ yea.time to wake up---this would be another long journey frm Genting Kelang to Puchong.

toilet, is my first place to visit once i wake up. aiks/yippy! she came!!!!!
so~~~this would be a tired day with long journey and uncomfortable, strange feel, although i miss her soooooo much.

with her accompany, i feel i cant even walk faster- i mean normally i can be as fresh as paint when walking to bus stop, wait bus, run up the ladder stairsssss, wait LRT, but today i reli feel the tiredness.

I have to set up the booth because partner came in late. how cum i'd so tired? whole day, im like spiritless....before goin to lunch----

here the story started...
im happy that they appreciate the equipment so much, as it meet the main objectives of having this project, but they are OVER ENJOY. sorry of speaking somethign rude again. Poke those asshole frm their dog fucked anus as a reward for their rudeness! I let you enjoy doesnt mean let you to be vandalism, vandalize the decoration, your freaking bitch-traited face make me feel disgusting! yea, here im refering to one educate-less fella, the one who pull out the decoration and use it as a tool to attack his fren, he did it twice. First time i looked at him for a while and show 'WTF' facial expression when he was trying to pull the decoration bar out, second time was he pull the bars out and attack his fren, well, i know it was just a joke btw u n ur fren, but not a joke with me by using my thing! hello, u can have a joke by putting ur finger into ur peer's nose, but cannt hav a joke by holding my finger to put into ur peer's nose! u got what i mean?
i walk to him, and say nicely:' excuse me, u r not allow to pull out.......' i haven't finish the statement, he showed a 'so what' face, and talk. Nah---not talk, he was just open his mouth, vocal meaning less noise, his objective? juz wan2 ignore what i told...

D-D-I-UuuUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuu

then... more excited and trembling geh...partner told a gal when the gal asked such question ( it happened when i was having break time)
: u dun like my frens?
: xxxxxxxxx(duno what she answer)
: then ur fren(me lo)
: sure she doesnt like as well!

omfg! when did i say that?????==!
haaaa....i've been added a crime--racialism
i just feel speechless...........

I CANNT LET THIS HAPPEN, NO MISCOMMUNICATION ARE ALLOWED!
especially when i dun invlove in the comunication too....
so, i spoke to the gal, and make the statement clear, i not racist. YEA, although her fren, the fucker reli deserved my despise.

thats all...

m-e-m-o-r-y-

sudd flask bak to years ago, once i graduated...

Traits of wana be successfully have awaken and roaring in my body, but restriction is i knw too little of the world, i like finance but duno finance, i like trading bu8t duno trading, i mean duno how to execute those great dreams. One day, a fella called - Westdoor Vege came to give a talk, in his talk, i claim it was a succesfull and interesting among the ceramah that i've go tru in my secondary skul life.hence, the silly me and few gals who being influenced paid , and attend his another talk.(who shld be balmed the most?? the skul counselor who allow the fella came la, Tiu...never check people's background simply let them cum in)

ok, bak to the story...during the other talk, he offer us a course called: IOP--Industrial Organizational Psychology. Fuck la...teach the tactic how to use trap people and win people by using mental tactics. sound cool rite? If u think so mai another Sxhxi as me at tat time lo. Psychology--sound deep, sound sophisticated, sound mistery...perhaps we've been influenced by media too much...actually7, it jus a theory to explain how ppl mid set works, of coz not onli that simple, alot things included in this subject.

the stupiak me la, study the course. actually at the first week of the class i ald found somethign wrong. walao, what he thaught is what im using and practising la. what think frm more perspective la, think wisely la...every class he tell a stupiak story that copied frm internet...TMD, and ask us what do u learn frm the story, and claim that he is techingus how to learn ur own mistake o...

after 1 month, i reli cannt tahan d...i call jabatan pendidikan, ask them details of this course...answer? sure suck la...what he claim is totally diff with waht the jabatan told me!!! cheat us all, jelaka..........................................

then, i started my plan of----chiao...i wanted to leave the coll. but seems all peopel blindly obey to him, i cannt reli find one to support me.b4 i left, i told one ppl-who i symphaty her n dun hope she cheated, coz her family financial status not better than mine. then the ppl spread the news to more ppl...luckily, i ald inform him i wanted to leave and study elsewhere, but my frens...becoz of i hebohkan his news, make my fren--Kuan, facing many problems...up to now, still....Kuan, sorry...=/

then? i came KL without know more about how does KL's transportatiojn work. until i reach PUDU, onli i ask ppl how to go Setapak, thats y im here today...
ok, why do i post this?? becoz....everymornign when i on the way to work, i see alot thing, and frm that, i re3mind my self alot thing, and thus, i recall bak the great war i've done few years bak...

幸福萬歲 love matter

28/Feb， 5.00 p.m





i watched movie with housemates

Attendees---

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  Mia
  
  
  
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  Ben
  
  
  
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  Bopet
  
  
  
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  Harng
  
  
  

Movie title: Love matter 幸福萬歲







I supose, this movie should be funny, i mean Sg movie always a funny one, yes, i claim that it is funny, the story line, but-------------

the story makes me think of certain things...



when the scene- Ah Hui request her wife to have a process with him, when he 硬硬來, when he beg, when he show his pity face, when he quarrel with his wife............

walao... hard scenes to be recalled.

the scenes are 80% similiar with what i've seen, what i gone tru...........

sien diao.....



if not becoz of the experiences, this is a relaxing movie...but it is like reminding me something



then...frm forum, frm article, frm .....seniors, frm collegue, this is a must for couples....

so what i can conclude is

幸福， 有就萬歲； 沒有？到頭就睡。。。。lol

喜歡

曾經，我讀過一篇部落格
‘喜歡，可不可以’大概是說喜歡是一回事，可不可以喜歡又是另一回事，其實是在影射第三者。
曾經，我媽不停灌輸我，別急著找男孩，以后看多點這世界一定找到更好的。其實到現在她還是這樣告訴我。她是為我好，我知道。。。
曾經在forum留言說‘感情要自己爭取，管他是誰的’結果被人集體開罵。


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結果就這樣，接受一段感情之前我總會想很多，考慮很多。
-究竟他是不是認真？
-我會不會再一次受傷？
-會不會長久？
-我應該嗎？
等等等等。。。
因此，我從來不敢接受新感情，因此，我的經驗非常淺。

一個故事。

一個和尚要砍樹集柴，第一棵—他在考慮這可會不會不夠我要的數量？ 第二顆—會不會太大，倒下時傷到我？ 第三棵—會不會蛀蟲？第四棵---會不會。。。。。。。從早到晚，就是在考慮‘會不會’，結果到天黑都還沒砍到一棵樹。

兩個完全沒有交集的人可以發展到覺得對方覺得可以互相依靠，再發展下去其實也靠緣分。要是緣分來了，難道讓他白白飛走？難道你的mr right 真的可以被找到嗎？ 有多少個可以真真找到一個完完全全適合的？

下一段感情，我還會是認真的，不過不考慮太多了。只要這刻感覺對，只要他符合我的基本條件，只要他也是認真的，接下來的問題，兩人總是可以解決的。
喜歡一個人總是想把他占為己有，時時刻刻陪伴在身旁，就是希望可以時刻看到他。那只不過是理想中的感情---NORMATIVE PATTERN of LOVE。。。他沒有他的工作嗎？我沒有我的夢想嗎？長遠的感情就是要雙方都愿意付出犧牲，成熟的了解感情不單只是感情，也包括責任，對將來打拼是責任。

我不要像和尚一樣，考慮太多結果什么都沒有，更不想到上年紀時隨隨便便找一個，因為我清楚自己放棄一段感情后需要一段很長的時間才敢接受另一段，我也不想一直在等待自己的MR RIGHT , come on，MR RIGHT只給幸運的小孩。。。

《我是雙子座，想法比表達快》

《我想我是喜歡你的》